wanted to marry you, âtwould be with misgivings that Iâd say Yes, for all the fine friendship thatâs between me and John Wilkes.â And, seeing her startled look, he continued: âI want my girl to be happy and you wouldnât be happy with him.â
âOh, I would! I would!â
âThat you would not, daughter. Only when like marries like can there be any happiness.â
Scarlett had a sudden treacherous desire to cry out, âBut youâve been happy, and you and Mother arenât alike,â but she repressed it, fearing that he would box her ears for her impertinence.
âOur people and the Wilkes are different,â he went on slowly, fumbling for words. âThe Wilkes are different from any of our neighborsâdifferent from any family I ever knew. They are queer folk, and itâs best that theymarry their cousins and keep their queerness to themselves.â
âWhy, Pa, Ashley is notââ
âHold your whist, Puss! I said nothing against the lad, for I like him. And when I say queer, itâs not crazy Iâm meaning. Heâs not queer like the Calverts whoâd gamble everything they have on a horse, or the Tarletons who turn out a drunkard or two in every litter, or the Fontaines who are hot-headed little brutes and after murdering a man for a fancied slight. That kind of queerness is easy to understand for sure, and but for the grace of God Gerald OâHara would be having all those faults! And I donât mean that Ashley would run off with another woman, if you were his wife, or beat you. Youâd be happier if he did, for at least youâd be understanding that. But heâs queer in other ways, and thereâs no understanding him at all. I like him, but itâs neither heads nor tails I can make of most he says. Now, Puss, tell me true, do you understand his folderol about books and poetry and music and oil paintings and such foolishness?â
âOh, Pa,â cried Scarlett impatiently, âif I married him, Iâd change all that!â
âOh, you would, would you now?â said Gerald testily, shooting a sharp look at her. âThen itâs little enough you are knowing of any man living, let alone Ashley. No wife has ever changed a husband one whit, and donât you be forgetting that. And as for changing a WilkesâGodâs nightgown, daughter! The whole family is that way, and theyâve always been that way. And probably always will. I tell you theyâre born queer. Look at the way they go tearing up to New York and Boston to hear operas and see oil paintings. And ordering French and German books by the crate from the Yankees! And there they sitreading and dreaming the dear God knows what, when theyâd be better spending their time hunting and playing poker as proper men should.â
âThereâs nobody in the County sits a horse better than Ashley,â said Scarlett, furious at the slur of effeminacy flung on Ashley, ânobody except maybe his father. And as for poker, didnât Ashley take two hundred dollars away from you just last week in Jonesboro?â
âThe Calvert boys have been blabbing again,â Gerald said resignedly, âelse youâd not be knowing the amount. Ashley can ride with the best and play poker with the bestâthatâs me, Puss! And Iâm not denying that when he sets out to drink he can put even the Tarletons under the table. He can do all those things, but his heartâs not in it. Thatâs why I say heâs queer.â
Scarlett was silent and her heart sank. She could think of no defense for this last, for she knew Gerald was right. Ashleyâs heart was in none of the pleasant things he did so well. He was never more than politely interested in any of the things that vitally interested every one else.
Rightly interpreting her silence, Gerald patted her arm and said triumphantly: âThere now, Scarlett! You admit