tell her everything.â Now Dad looks hopeful. I hate to break his jolly moment. âAs long as weâre clear about one thingâIâm her client, not you.â
âAnd that is because?â Dad asks.
âClient/doctor confidentiality. As your minor child, sheâll have to keep you informed.â And they might expose Daniel to protect me. âIf you sign off that what I say stays between her and me, Iâll do it.â
Dad speaks slowly and with finality like heâs giving me final rights. âShe has to report to authorities if lives are at risk. You understand that?â
âYes.â I lean forward. âMom, Dad. This is a good thing. I need to talk this over and get someoneâs advice. This will help me. Can you live with that?â Plus, Dr. Bartlett is in high demand. There isnât any chance they can get me an appointment for at least two weeks. It buys time. And, when the beans spill, it wonât be that bad. Iâll get good advice from her.
Mom doesnât buy it. She reaches for a cookie and snarfs it down in two bites. Sheâs going to gain some serious weight over this.
Then she talks with her mouth full. âNo. Youâre under age. This is our call.â
Dad, on the other hand, thinks it over with full diligence, rubbing his thumb against his incisor like heâs sharpening it. He turns to Mom. âApril, do we have a choice? If Kamiâs at a moral impasse, if she honestly feels she canât share, what option do we have? Do we ground her for a moral dilemma?â
âBullshit!â Mom says. Yeah, Momâs got a mouth on her. âShe was with someone who got beat up! Drugs are involved. Her life is at risk!â She grabs another cookie.
âYes. It is.â Dad turns back to me. âWhat kind of promise do we have that youâll stay safe, Kami?â
I say, âI never want to be at that hospital again. After Grandma, you know how hard that is for me. I can promise you that. Good enough?â
Dad reaches out for Momâs hand. âItâll have to be enough. Youâd better head to bed, Kami. Tomorrowâs a school day.â
Itâs two a.m. before I fall asleep to the sounds of Mom and Dad arguing in the kitchen.
***
âSandy!â Her small Vietnamese ass escapes into students in the hall. I slam my book bag onto the ground by my locker. âDamn it!â
Gavin with the Emerald Green Eyes steps into my view. He leans his long, lean sexy bod against Sandyâs locker next to mine. Danielâs eyes are sky blue, but Gavinâs are emerald. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. What does color have to do with anything?
He says, âWhat did you do to tick her off?â
I blow hair out of my eyes and wish that Iâd gotten more sleep. I sent a text off to Sandy first thing this morning. Then another after brushing my teeth, then again before eating breakfast, after eating breakfast, and from the school parking lot, and then during every class breakâall that comes back each time is, Drop dead.
Thatâs a lot of drop deads. Iâm tempted to text back about her lack of creativity. Instead, I text, Sorry! Thereâs a reason, trust me.
Bull Shit!!!!! Count âem, five exclamation marks. And yeah, Sandy hangs with Mom, and once Sandy finds the exclamation point key, she uses it. At least itâs something more than drop dead. Thereâs a good chance itâll be all day before she talks with me. That brief view of Sandyâs back is the closest Iâve gotten, and itâs fifth period break already.
âHey? Right here, standing in front of you?â Gavin says.
âSorry.â But I say it to the wrong person and watch that point where Sandy disappeared. An image of Trish and Julia drifting apart flashes in my head. Crap. I have to make this right with my BFF.
âWant me to take a hike, Kami? I will. If thatâs what you want.â In middle school,