but youâre the only link.â
âI donât know what to tell you except I only want to help you.â Anna winced at the pause. Then Justin said, âI promise you this, Iâd never do anything to hurt you.â
âYeah.â She bit her lip, thought about everything. âOkay, itâs just that things started going crazy as soon as I landed on American soil.â
âAnd Iâm going to help you figure out why. But I promise, itâs not me.â
âI want to believe that, I really do,â she whispered.
A long pause. Then, âWill you accept my help? Let me send someone to keep an eye on you and the little guy at the hospital? Put you under protection?â
âNot a chance. But if something happens to Paulo and I find out youâre behind it, Iâll hunt you down, Justin.â She hung up the phone, grief nearly sending her to her knees. She couldnât believe Justin was behind this, she just couldnât.
Arriving at the right room, she shoved off the lingering fear from her elevator scare and the worry that Justin had something to do with the attempts on her life. Drawing in a calming breath, she gently pushed the door open to see Paulo breathlessly laughing at something Andy had said. Somehow the two of them were managing to communicate in spite of the language barrier. Paulo had picked up a lot of English at the orphanage. Heâd even known some before heâd arrived on their doorstep in Tefe.
In just the few hours since heâd been in this hospital, heâd gained a little color. Yes, he still looked tired and weak, but his eyes were shining. When he saw her, he grinned. In his raspy, labored voice, he said, âMiss Anna. I have a new friend. This is Andy. His mom went downstairs to get something to drink. Senhorita Ella went to the restroom.â
Crossing to his side, she clasped his small hand then glanced at the boy in the other bed. âHello, Andy. Itâs good to see you again. How are you feeling? Better?â
âYes, but getting tired again.â
Paulo rasped, âYes, me, too.â
Sadness gripped her. If she could rip out her own heart and put it into that little body, sheâd do it. The fierce love that swept over her rocked her to her very soul and she knew Paulo had become the son sheâd never have. She thought about the elevator incident. Was she putting Paulo in danger by being here?
Sure, itâs possible sheâd been paranoid this time, but that didnât mean next time it wouldnât be the real deal. Sadly, Anna realized that this may have to be her last visit with the little guy depending on how things went in her investigation. Sheâd just have to make the decision of whether or not to visit a daily judgment. There was no way she was leading anyone anywhere near this child. She choked back the sudden surge of tears, forcing a smile as she leaned over to kiss his silky black curls. âI know, but soon you will be running and playing and building snowmen in the snow.â
âChristmas. The day Jesus was born, sim? A very special day. You told me all about it, remember?â
âI sure do.â And she did. About six months ago, when Paulo had been sick with the virus that damaged his heart, sheâd sat by his bed, reading the story of Christâs birth from Luke chapter two. Heâd been fascinated with the fact that Jesus was really God but came down as a baby to save the world. Sheâd read the story so many times over the course of his illness, she could practically quote it now.
âWhat do you want for Christmas, Paulo? Something special?â
Andy piped in. âI know what I want. I want an Xbox.â
Paulo studied Annaâs features very seriously before saying, âI do not know. But I will think on it.â His eyes fluttered closed. Anna waited, thinking heâd fallen asleep, but then very faintly, she heard, âSing for me, Miss