on the night of the raid. âThatâs no way to speak to an officer, is it? Now be a good lad and pick up your rifle. Weâve got a job to do.â
âYouâre wrong, itâs not a job,â said Alfie, his eyes still fixed on the Captainâs. âItâs slaughter, thatâs what it is. Heâs going to get us all killed, and for nothing.â
âArrest that man and have him removed, Jones,â said the Captain. âWe canât afford to waste any more time listening to riff-raff like him spreading sedition.â
âI hardly think thereâs any need for that,â Lieutenant Reynolds said hurriedly, pushing his way through the crowd too. âEspecially as it will mean thatâ¦â
âHeâll be court-martialled and shot?â said the Captain. âWell, good riddance â itâs no more than the little coward deserves. Iâve half a mind to shoot him myself.â
Then Ernie was beside Alfie, holding his arm and whispering, his voice full of urgency. âDonât give him the satisfaction, Alfie. Pick up your rifle and come with us. At least that way youâll have a chance. Weâll take care of you, I promise.â Then Ernie turned to address the Captain. âSorry sir, heâll be all right once we get going.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Alfie yelled, trying to pull himself free of Ernieâs grasp. âCyrilâs dead because of him. None of us are going to be all right.Weâll just get slaughtered so he can get another pat on the back from the red-tabs. Iâm doing this for you, Ernie, and for George, and for everyone else who doesnât need to die!â
âThatâs enough,â snapped the Captain. âSergeant Jones, I gave you an order.â
âEr⦠yes sir,â said Jonesy. He grabbed Alfieâs other arm, but Alfie shook him off and advanced on the Captain, Ernie desperately trying to hold him back. Alfie stepped over his discarded rifle, his boots skidding on the muddy duckboards,
âHow many died when you were playing with your mortars, sir?â Alfie yelled, spit flying from his mouth, the last word filled with hate. âHow many men died on the raid because of you, sir? How many are going to die this morning, sir?â
âYouâd better get him under control, Sergeant Jones, or I will,â the Captain said coldly. He stood his ground, raising his revolver, aiming it at Alfieâs chest.
Alfie didnât care. He screamed abuse at the Captain, using the foulest swear words he could think of. Out of the corner of his eye he saw a movement, something swinging towards him, and a light seemed to explode inside his skull. He fell to his knees, thenonto his front, the back of his head throbbing with intense pain, and he realised that Jonesy must have hit him, probably with the butt of a rifle.
He heard shouting somewhere and there were boots too close to his face and his mouth was filled with mud. He felt hands under his armpits, two men lifting him back to his feet. His vision was blurred, huge faces looming in and out of sight around him, their mouths open and yelling, the Lieutenant and Jonesy and George and sad-eyed Ernie, the ladders behind them, and he tried to speak but couldnât.
He blacked out, his head falling forward onto his chest, and when he came to he was being dragged away, his boot tips bumping and thumping over duckboards. His first instinct was to struggle, to try and break free from the men gripping his arms, but they were too strong and he could do nothing but shake his head and groan. Suddenly a new noise cut through the fuzziness of his mind and filled it with pure anguish.
Someone was blowing a whistle, a high, clear note that was soon joined by the sound of cheering. Alfie could see in his mind what was happening, a thousand men swarming up the ladders, going over the top, advancing into no-manâs land. Then he