has been less than polite to you.â Mrs. Greyâs face was beet red.
â She just doesnât know me,â she said, and felt only the slightest twinge of conscience, considering how quick she had been ready to bolt from the place as recently as last night.
Her quietly spoken words seemed to satisfy Mrs. Grey, who nodded and left the room, but not without a backward glance of concern and sympathy as eloquent as speech. She considered Lord Trevorâs words of last night, and the kind way he looked at her. If he can manage eleven years of what must be the worst work in the world, she could surely coddle one spoiled niece into a better humor.
She waited until the raging tears had degenerated into sobs and hiccups, and then silence, before she entered the sitting room. Janet had thrown herself facedown on the sofa. A broken vase against the wall, with succession-house flowers crumbled and twisted around it, offered further testimony of the girlâs rage. Janet is one of those people who needs an audience, Cecilia thought. Well, here I am. She set the tray on a small table just out of Janetâs reach, and sat down, holding herself very still.
After several minutes, Janet opened her swollen eyes and regarded Cecilia with real suspicion. Cecilia gritted her teeth and smiled back, hoping for a good mix of sympathy and comfort.
â I want my mother,â Janet said finally. She sat up and blew her nose vigorously on a handkerchief already waterlogged. âI want her now!â
â Iâm certain you do,â Cecilia replied. âA young lady needs her mother at a time like this.â She held her breath, hoping it was the right thing to say.
â But she is not here!â Janet burst out, and began to sob again. âWas there ever a more wretched person than I!â
I think an hour of horror stories in your uncleâs company might suggest to you that perhaps one or two people have suffered just a smidgeon, Cecilia thought. She sat still a moment longer, and then her heart spoke to her head. She got up from her chair, and sat down next to Janet, not knowing what she would do, but calm in the knowledge that the girl was in real agony. After another hesitation, she touched Janetâs arm. âI know I am only a poor substitute, but I will listen to you, my lady,â she said.
Janet turned her head slowly. The suspicion in her eyes began to fade. Suddenly she looked very young, and quite disappointed. She put a trembling hand to her mouth. âOh, Miss Ambrose, he doesnât love me anymore!â she whispered.
With a sigh more of relief than empathy, Cecilia put her arm around the girl. âMy, but this is a dilemma!â she exclaimed. She gestured toward the letter crumpled in Janetâs hand. âHe said that in your letter?â
â He might as well have said it!â Janet said with a sob. She smoothed open the message and handed it to Cecilia. âRead it!â
Cecilia took the letter and read of Sir Lysanderâs regrets, and his fear of contracting any dread diseases.
Janet had been looking at the letter, too. âMiss Ambrose, I wrote most specifically that the measles were confined to my sisterâs house in York. He seems to think that he will come here and ⦠and die!â
She could not argue with Janetâs conclusion. The letter was a recitation of its writerâs fear of contagion, putrid sore throat, consumption, and other maladies both foreign and domestic. âLook here,â she said, pointing. âHe writes here that he will fly to your side, the moment all danger is past.â
â He should fly here now! At once!â
Lord Trevor Chase would, Cecilia thought suddenly. If the woman he loved was ill, or in distress, he would leap up from the breakfast table and fork the nearest horse in his rush to be by her side. Nothing would stop him. She sat back, as amazed at her thoughts as she was certain of them. But