runners shot from tilted fingertips and dug the planks away to go. I made preliminary warm-up runs around hollow clamoring board banks. Cold, goosepimples on my arms, dust in the dumb gym.
âAll right Jack,â said Coach Garrity in his low calm voice, carrying across the planks like a mesmeristâs, âletâs see you try that new arm motionâI think thatâs been stoppin you for sure.â
In inconceivable goofiness of my own mad mind Iâd been for almost a month imitating the way Jimmy Dibbick ran, he was a distance runner, none too good, but had a way of pulling himself as he ran, hands far out fingertips stretched pointing pull-pumping like that into air reachingâa screwy style that I imitated just for fun; however in the dash, in which I was Number One man on the team beating at that time even Johnny Kazarakis who in another year beat everybody in the Eastern high schools of the United States but wasnt developed yetâthe reach style was bad for my dash, I usually made 3.8 seconds in the 30, now I was retarded to 4 flat and getting beat by all kinds of kids like Louis Morin who was fifteen years old and wasnt even on the team yet just wore tennis sneakers of his ownââRun like you used to do,â said Joe, âforget your arms, just run, think of your feet, run, go ,âwhatsamatter you got woman troubles?â he grinned cheerlessly but with a wise humor gained from the fact that he lived no life of recognition and ease, the best track coach in Massachusetts he nevertheless worked at some desk job all day in City Hall and had a handful of responsibility small-paying him. âCome on Jack, runâyouâre my only sprinter this year.â
In the low hurdles among these kids I couldnât beat, I flew ahead; in Boston Garden roaring with all the high schools of New England I ran meek thirds behind longlegged ghosts two of them from Newton and everybody from Brockton, from Peabody, Framingham, Quincy and Weymouth, from Somerville, Waltham, Maiden, Lynn, Chelseaâfrom the bird, endless.
I got down on the line with a group of others, spat on the planks, dug my sneakers in, balanced, trembling, shot off expecting Joeâs gun and had to walk back sheepishâNow he held the gun up, we teetered, wondered, aimed eyes down the boardsâBRAM! Off we go, I kick myself out with my right arm I let the arms pump themselves crosswise over my chest and run headlong falling for the line furious. They clock me in 3.7, I win by two yards blamming into the big mat against the finish line wall, glad.
âThere,â says Joe, âdidja ever hit 3.7 before?â
âNo!â
âThey musta made a mistake timing. But you got it now, pump those arms natural. All right! Hurdles!â
We put up the low hurdles, wood, some of them need new nails. We line up, blam, off we goâIâve got every step figured, by the time we reach the first hurdle my left leg is ready to go over, I do so, slapping it down fast on the other side, stepping , the right leg horizontal folded to fly, arms swinging the move. Between first and second hurdles I jump and sprint and stretch and bound the necessary five strides and go over again, this time alone, the others are behindâI go down to the tape 35 yards two hurdles in 4.7.
The 300 was my nemesis; it meant running as fast as I could for almost a minuteâ39 seconds or soâa terrible grueling grind of legs, bone, muscle, wind and flailing poor legs lungsâit also meant gnashing smashing bumps with the others around the first turn, sometimes a guyâd go flying off the bank flat on his ass on the floor full of slivers it was so rough, foaming-at-the-mouth Emil Ladeau used to give me huge whomps on the first bank and especially the last when panting sickfaced we stretched that last twenty yards to die at the tapeâIâd beat Emil but I told Joe I didnt want to run that thing any moreâhe
Ambrielle Kirk, Amber Ella Monroe