would have liked.â
âWhy?â
âThe ground is rockier down there. Itâll take us a while to cut our way through. I want to go slowly, so we donât make any mistakes.â He brushed the hair from her face and studied her closely. The gentle caress renewed her strength.
âAre you going to be okay?â he asked.
âIâll be fine. Just get her out safely.â
Hour after hour the tension grew. The night dragged on interminably. Kellyâs cheerful chatter diminished to tired whimpers and then nothing at all. Though Steven refused to even acknowledge the possibility, Lara feared they had lost her.
âLara, come with me and get something to eat,â Terry insisted.
âI canât leave,â she protested wearily, though she knew if she didnât rest soon she would collapse from fatigue. The strain was telling on her. Her body ached all over from the constant tension in her muscles. Her head throbbed. There was a gnawing sensation in the pit of her stomach that went beyond hunger.
âYou donât have to leave. The ladies from town have set up a food tent for the men. You can eat right here.â
Lara glanced around in amazement at the makeshift kitchen that had sprung up less than fifty yards away without her even noticing. Tables and folding chairs were scattered around an area lit by lanterns. Behind a buffet table several women she recognized were serving slices of ham, scoops of potato salad and coleslaw to the workers.
Sighing, she gave in to Terryâs urgings. She went over to the women, grateful beyond words for their support.
âThank you,â she began, and then couldnât go on.
Terry interceded. âGo on and sit down. Iâll bring the food right over.â
Lara found an empty chair from which she could still see the rescue operation and sank down on it. Her eyes burned from the strain of watching and waiting and from holding back scalding tears.
âHere you go,â Terry said, putting a plate down in front of her.
Lara stared at the food with disinterest.
âEat. You ainât gonna do that child a bit of good if you go falling apart.â
âItâs my fault sheâs down there,â Lara blurted out, almost relieved to say the words aloud. âI should have watched her more closely.â
âHoney, thereâs not a parent alive who doesnât think that when his child gets hurt. You go right on thinking it, even when theyâre grown. The truth of the matter is you canât keep watch over âem every second of the day. Thereâs always gonna be a time when you turn your back for just a minute. Any kid with the least bit of mischief in him is gonna use that time to slip away.â
âI feel so awful, though. Tommy and Megan trusted me. I encouraged them to leave the kids with me for the summer. I wasnât ready to part with them yet. Kellyâs like my own daughter. Jenniferâs just like Tommy, but Kelly reminds me of the way I used to be. Even as a baby she had so much spirit.â
âDonât you think that spirit will help her get through this?â
âBut sheâs still so little.â
âAll the more reason for hope. Sheâs probably too young to know exactly how much danger sheâs in. Sheâll be taking her cues from you and Steven and the other men. If you can manage to put aside your own fears and treat this like an adventure, sheâll hang in there.â
âGod, I hope so.â Lara tried a bite of the ham under Terryâs watchful gaze, then the potato salad. It could have been boiled leather for all the attention she gave it. She glanced over at the women who were putting out more food.
âWhy did they come?â she asked, genuinely bewildered by their generosity. âI donât even know most of them. I mean I know their names, but Iâve never really gotten to know them.â
âEven though Toledoâs