already determined that she agreed to have a child with the most demanding and obstinate man on the face of the earth.
Adam had called her about a million times.
Okay, so it was more like fifteen or twenty, but it sure felt like a million. She had only been back to Peckins an hour when he phoned to check on her, which, in light of his cool attitude the night before, she found sort of touching. He reminded her that the doctor said to take it easy for several days, meaning no heavy lifting or strenuous activity. Which she, of course, already knew. She assured him she was following the postprocedure instructions to the letter, and he had nothing to worry about.
Thinking that sheâd made herself pretty clear, she was surprised when later that evening heâd called again.
Was she eating right? Drinking enough water? Staying off her feet?
She patiently assured him that she was still following the doctorâs orders, and when they hung up shortly after, assumed that would be the last she heard from him in a while. But he called again the next morning.
Had she gotten a full eight hours sleep? She wasnât drinking coffee, was she? And since country breakfasts were often laden with saturated fats, she should consider fruit and an egg-white omelet as a substitute.
She assured him again, maybe not quite so patiently this time, that she knew what to do. And she was only a little surprised when he called later in the day to say heâd been doing research on the internet and needed her email address so he could send her links to several sites he thought contained necessary information about prenatal health. And had she ever considered becoming a vegetarian?
If he was this fanatical before there was even a confirmed pregnancy, what was he going to be like when she was actually pregnant? Two to three calls a day, every day, for nine months?
She would be giving birth from a padded room in the psychiatric ward.
It wouldnât be so bad if the phone calls were even slightly conversational in tone. As in, âHi, how are you? What have you been up to?â Instead he more or less barked orders, without even the most basic of pleasantries.
On day seven, he called to say that heâd been giving their situation considerable thought, and heâd come to the conclusion that he would feel more comfortable if she cameto stay with him in El Paso for the duration of her pregnancy. So he could âkeep a close eye on her.â
It was the final straw.
âI will not, under any circumstances, drop everything and move two hours from home. The ranch is my life. My parents need me here. And all the phone calls and emailsâ¦it has to stop. Youâre smothering me and we donât even know that Iâm pregnant yet.â
âBut you could be, so doesnât it make sense to start taking care of yourself now? This is my child weâre talking about.â
âItâs also my life.â
âIf you were here with me I wouldnât have to call. And you wouldnât have to do anything. Celia would take care of you.â
She liked Celia, but honestly, it sounded like hell on earth. She wasnât an idle person. Most days she was up before dawn and didnât stop moving until bedtime. âI love working, Adam.â
âBut obviously youâll have to quit.â
âWhy would I do that?â
âBecause youâll be pregnant.â
Oh, he did not just say that. âWhat century are you living in? Pregnant women work all the time.â
âAt a desk job maybe, or as a clerk in a store. I seriously doubt there are pregnant women out there roping cattle on horseback and mucking stables.â
âIs that what you think I do?â
âItâs not?â
âNot just that. And, of course, I wouldnât do those things when Iâm pregnant. Do you really think I would be that irresponsible? And for your information, I spend a lot of time behind a
Lisa Grunwald, Stephen Adler