started he wanted to get it over with fast. âI became a surgeon, she was a radiologist, and Iâm not even sure why we married now. Iâm guessing we were too busy with our careers to look at anyone else. We were both hugely ambitiousâfast movers in the career stakesâand our eventual marriage seemed more an excuse for a party than anything else. A party where we asked the right people. But suddenly Laurel was pregnant.â
âNot planned?â she queried gently, and he winced.
âOf course not planned. As far as Laurel was concerned, it was a disaster. She only agreed to continue the pregnancy on the understanding that weâd use childcare from day one.â He hesitated. âAnd maybe I agreed with her. I was an only child with no concept of babies. But thenâ¦then Alice and Penelope were born.â
âAnd became people,â she said gently.
He looked surprised, as if he hadnât expected such understanding. âI fell for them,â he conceded. âMy girls. But the reality of life with twins appalled Laurel. She hated everything about our new life, and she hated what the twins were doing to me. She issued an ultimatumâthat we get a live-in nanny or sheâd leave. That I return to the life we had pre-kids. So I was forced to choose. Laurel or the twins. But, of course, she knew my response even before she ever issued the ultimatum. The girls are justâ¦too important to abandon to someone elseâs full-time care. So that was the end of our marriage. Laurel took off overseas with a neurosurgeon when the twins were six months old and she hasnât been back. So much for marriage.â
Ouch. That almost deserved being up there with other life lessons, Kirsty thought. All the reasons why it was dumb to get involved.
âSo what did you do?â she probed gently.
âI moved to the country,â he said, almost defiantly. âMy career in Sydney was high-powered. I knew Iâd see little of the twins if I stayed there and I had some romantic notion that life as a country doctor would leave me heaps of time with the kids. Pull a few hayseeds from ears, admire the cows, play with my babiesâ¦â
âIt hasnât worked out quite like that, huh?â
âWell, no. But the problem is that I love it. The people are great. Alice and Penelope are loved by the whole community. They might not have as much of me as Iâd hoped, but they have huge compensations.â
âAnd you? Do you have compensations?â
âNow weâre getting too personal,â he said, stiffening as if sheâd suddenly propositioned him. âI donât do personal. The only reason Iâm telling you this is because of Margie Boyce. As I said, Margieâs a housekeeper-cum-nurse. She also acts as my babysitter. Sheâs married to Ben, who was a gardener here before his arthritis got bad. Ben and Angus are old friends. What Iâve suggested to Angus in the past is that he has Margie and Ben stay with him, but of course he wonât agree. He knows Margie looks after my girls so Iâd need to find someone else, and the thought of Margie fussing over him when he wants to die is unbearable. But nowâ¦â Jake looked thoughtfully over to the two heads discussing pumpkins. âIf we tell Angus that a condition of Susie staying here is that Margie comes out to care for her during the dayâ¦bringing the girls with him⦠He may well agree.â
She thought that through. It sounded OK. âThatâd leave me doing nothing,â she said slowly.
âThatâd leave you working with me,â he said bluntly, and gave her a sheepish smile. âIâve nobly worked it all out to stop you being bored.â
She tried to look indignantâand failed. She needed to be honest, she decided. Sheâd been kicking her heels in Sydney for the last month, waiting to see whether Susie went into premature labour,