decided that Susie was his family from now on, and that was that. Only then he died, and there was nothing. Just a blank nothing. Because there was no one else to grieve over him, it was almost as if Rory hadnâtexisted. And now Susieâs found Roryâs Uncle Angus, and heâs lovely and he needs her and Iâll bet right now sheâll be thinking that Rory would want her to stay, and you canât imagine how much of a blessing that must be.â She broke off, tears threatening to spill. She wiped them away with an angry backhand swipe. âAnyway, youâve done very well.â
âFor an Australian doctor,â he said with a hint of teasing, and she flushed and swiped again.
âIâm not crying,â she said. âI donât cry. Itâs justâ¦â
âHayfever,â he said promptly. âCaused by pumpkins. Can I prescribe an antihistamine?â
âIâm fine,â she said, and gazed at Susie some more. Susie had abandoned the crutches and was seated on the rock wall abutting the vegetable garden. She was talking animatedly about manure. Angus was listening and nodding and asking questions.
There were a few things to be considered. Medical things. It was up to her to consider them.
âCan we deliver Susieâs baby here?â
âItâs not perfect,â he told her. âNormally Iâd say no. But if weâre weighting up the pros and cons, Iâd say the pros definitely outweigh the added cons. Wouldnât you say so, Dr McMahon?â
âMaybe.â
âWhat sort of a doctor are you?â
âAn American one,â she snapped, and he grinned.
âYeah, and a cute one. But donât you guys all have specialties?â
âI guess.â She looked at him speculatively. âYouâre a family doctor.â
âA generalist,â he agreed. âBut with surgical training.â
âDo you have an anaesthetist?â
âNot now. Old Joe Gordon was an anaesthetistâa fine oneâbut he died on me six months ago.â
âWhich explains the overwork.â
âWhich explains the overwork. So how about you?â
âI work in a hospice. A big one.â
âYouâre a palliative-care physician.â
âUmâ¦no.â
âNo?â
âMy basic trainingâs in anaesthesia,â she confessed. âI specialise in pain management, hence the hospice work. You want a spinal block, Iâm your man.â
His face stilled. His eyes turned blank. She could see cogs start to whirr.
âLetâs not get any ideas,â she said hastily. âIâm here to look after my sister.â
âHow interested are you in pumpkins?â
She glanced across at the bent heads and managed a smile.
âNot very,â she confessed. âThey lack a little in the patient backchat department.â
âThen maybe youâd help me out?â
âHow can I do that?â She was still watching her sister. Susie was sitting on the wall with Angus. The sun was on her face and she and Angus were examining each pumpkin leaf in turn. âI need to be here with Susie. And with Angus. You said yourself that Angus couldnât be left alone. Ditto Susie. So that leaves meâ¦â
âStuck in a castle,â he said, still smiling, and she wished suddenly that he wouldnât.
âI guess thatâs terrific,â she said, with what she hoped was cheerfulness. It didnât quite come out that way. She looked dubiously across at her sister and realised that Susie and Angus were soul mates. Theyâd spend what remained of Susieâs pregnancy happily saving pumpkins.
Maybe she couldâ¦umâ¦read some books.
âMaybe you could help me,â Jake said again, and she turned from watching Susie and made herself concentrate.
âHow could I do that?â
âIâm desperate.â
âYou donât look