the one part of Nealâs ramblings he wanted to discuss the least. âAre you telling me your daddy had company?â
Neal pushed out of the chair and prowled to the opposite end of the office.
âJenn Gardner was there.â
Bufordâs low whistle ended in the man contemplating the hands heâd folded in his lap. âNow, ainât that somethinâ. That girl and her family havenât said boo to the old goat sinceâ¦well, since Nathan lost you, and Reverend and Mrs. Gardner lost Jenn. She must have known something was wrong, for her toââ
âWhat do you mean, the Gardners lost Jenn?â Neal had to sit down again.
Sheâd looked fine. Startled. Sad, presumably about Nathan. Blond and sweet and heart-stoppingly beautiful. And fine. Heâd never expected happily ever after for her, but anything less than fine was unacceptable.
The hardened gaze of a tough-as-nails Southern lawyer assessed him. âYou really have cut yourself off from this place, havenât you? You never wanted to catch up on local comings and goings when we talked investments and stock dividends. But I always figured you were getting the high points from somewhere. You have investigators, donât you, for those clients of yours? You mean to tell me you got no idea what happened to that girl after they carted you up-state?â
âI didnât even know she was still living here.â Digging into Jennâs life would have meant caring about her again, and that would have been unbearable.
Sheâd been shooting for med school. If that hadnât worked out for her, there were other careers. Marriage. Kids. Whatever. Anything was better than the nightmare of him hunting her down after his parole would have been.
What the hell was going on?
âShe told you your daddy was dying?â Bufordâsquestion quivered with the same disbelief that still raged through Neal.
âNo. She just stood there staring at the two of us, like she wanted to run and hide.â
âUnderstandable.â Buford nodded. âConsideringâ¦â
âConsidering what?â Damn it! âDonât answer that. Itâs none of my business.â
Chicken-shit.
Neal braced his elbows on his knees. âJust tell me whatâs wrong with my father and what he needs, so I can make it happen and get out of the manâs way.â
âOut of his way? You said Nathanâs dyinââ
âAnd he doesnât want me here any more now than before he got sick with whateverâs ailing him.â
His fatherâs reaction to seeing him again had said it all. And it had hurt, when nothing in Nealâs world had hurt in a long time.
The room filled with the sound of the clock ticking in the corner. Nothing else moved.
âYouâre both full of it.â Buford inhaled deeply. âThat manâs been waiting for you to show up for years. Heââ
âDoesnât want a thing from me.â And forcing Nathan to say it again wasnât going to solve anything. It certainly wasnât going to fabricate an eleventh-hour relationship out of years of nothing.
âWhat if your daddy needs you to stay, whether he wants you to or not?â Buford asked.
âThatâs not going to happen,â he said. âI donât belong here in the middle of what heâs going through,â he said. âGood or bad, this is what he wants. How we both dealt with what happened. All I can do for him now is make sure he has the best medical care available and stay out of his hair. If Jennâs helping him, then Iâm grateful.â Whatever was going on between them looked more adversarial than nurturing, but that ranked right up there with everything else he should be keeping his nose out of. âIf you canât tell me anything, Iâll see his doctor before I head back out of town. Iâll make whatever medical arrangements you think I legally