clearly not by invitation. At the same time that the manâs condition had sent Buford reaching out long-distance to Neal.
Holy hell.
Neal stared at his father in denial. The man just stood there, waiting for him to catch a clue or get out. It didnât seem to matter which.
âYouâre dying?â It was an impossible thought.
âLike you care.â
âCare!â Neal desperately needed to be in his Mustangâthe one heâd bought and painstakingly restored because it was his fatherâs favorite modelâand speeding back down the road to Atlanta.
Except he couldnât move.
Jenn brushed against him as she hustled by, her head down. Her coat lay carelessly across one arm, despite the afternoon temperature that barely clung to the freezing mark. âIâ¦Iâll come back tomorrow, Nathan, to finish up the kitchen.â
Neal watched her until she was out of sight. Biting his tongue barely stifled the urge to call her back. To not leave him alone with the reality waiting for him when he turned around.
His father was dying.
Slam!
And the bastard had just hit him in the ass with the front door.
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H E ISNâT HERE .
Neal isnât really back.
Right, he wasnât back. And she hadnât just left through the front door, instead of the kitchen where sheâd gone to get her coat, just to have an excuse to be near him one more time. To touch him before he disappeared again, like some ghost whoâd waited for her most vulnerable moment since returning to Rivermist to mess with her head.
âJenn!â
Her ghost was jogging toward her across the scarred front lawn, the effortless athletic grace of each stride stalling her just long enough for him to catch up. She turned her back, but there was noescape even in that. Parked behind her car was a shiny red Mustang, the make and model of the beautifully restored classic one hundred percent the Neal Cain sheâd loved, no matter how the man behind her resembled a total stranger now.
âJenn?â
His touch on her elbow was so light, maybe sheâd imagined it. Imagined him coming after her like a weak confused part of her had wanted him to. But there was no ignoring the pressure he exerted as he turned her around.
âIâm sorry, I donât want to bother you⦠But, IâI need to know whatâs going on with Nathan.â
Bother her?
Now why would him being here, making her feel things that would only destroy her again if she let them, bother her?
âJenn?â
âI have to go.â She fumbled for the door handle, shattered by him calling her anything but Jennifer. By the sound of him calling his father Nathan. There was nothing familiar in that tight voice. Deadness, instead of warmth, filled those eyes. So why did she want to crawl into his arms and cling to the reality of simply having him here, no matter how little of the boy sheâd loved had returned in the body of this dangerous-looking man?
âDonât leave, please.â Something in that calm expression shifted. A softening as he reached to thumb a tear from her cheek, only to stiffen before he actually touched her. âI know Iâm upsetting you, but I need to know whatâs going on with Naââ
âYouâre going to have to talk with your father yourself.â Finally managing to open the car door, she crawled inside. She had to get out of there, before she curled into a ball and burst into tears. âIâm sure you two have a lot to catch up on.â
âHe shut the door in my face.â Neal held fast to the door frame, a fine tremor shaking his fingers.
âMine, too.â His distress worked its way through her panic. She forced herself to remember what this manâs return could mean for Nathan, regardless of the disaster it already was for her. âBut I got in. You will, too, Neal. I donât think your dad wants to be alone nearly as much as he pretends