there. And thisââ she pointed to the paper lying next in line ââtells me youâd have to drill through a great depth of rock to get to it. And thisââ
Her words broke off as his hand suddenly came down over hers, and her shocked gaze flew up to his face.
âWhat are you doing?â she demanded. âIf you think Iâm going to play office games with you, youâre very much mistaken. I realize last nightââ
âDamn it, Maureen, Iâm not trying to play anything,â he interrupted gruffly. âIâm just trying to get your attention. Your real attention.â
From the moment sheâd realized he was in the room, every fiber in her body had come to his attention. Thank God he didnât know that, Maureen thought miserably.
âWhy?â she asked warily.
He heaved out a frustrated breath. âBecause I donât like the way we are right now.â
Maureen tried to still the rapid thumping of her heart, but with him standing so near, it refused to obey. She could only hope he didnât look down and see the faint movement of her shirt.
âHow...are we?â she wanted to know.
He grimaced. âTreating each other like two strangers. No, I take that back. Two strangers would probably be nicer to each other.â
âI donât think...â The touch of his hand on hers made it impossible for Maureen to go on. She pulled away from his grasp and turned her back to him. âI
donât believe we can be nice to each other, Adam,â she said quietly.
âWhy? You dislike me that much?â
His question made her wince inwardly. She liked him too much. That was the whole problem. A problem she had to keep to herself.
âNo. I donât dislike you. But...â She forced herself to turn back around to him. âLast nightââ
âShould never have happened,â he finished for her.
Her gaze dropped to his boots. Instantly, she noticed the gap heâd slit in the instep of the ostrich leather. She realized the Jeep accident had dealt him a host of miseries and she regretted that. But she had also thanked God over and over for not taking his life that day. She couldnât bear to imagine what the world would be like without this vibrant man in it.
âI agree. It was reckless and foolish behavior on my part,â she said.
And she regretted it completely. He could see it all over her downcast face.
âI donât know about all that,â he said, trying not to sound as deflated as he felt. âIâd say we were...well, the whole thing was dangerous more than anything else.â
Dangerous . Oh, yes, Maureen thought, the kisses theyâd shared had been all that and more. âYouâre right,â she murmured.
He swallowed as the urge to reach out and touch her surged through him like an overwhelming thirst for water. âI wonât let it happen again.â
She ordered her head to lift. When her eyes met his, she felt a jolt right down to her toes. âNeither will I.â
Adam should have been shouting with joyous relief. She wasnât blaming him for what happened. Nor was she wanting to pick up where theyâd left off. Everything was fine, except that he felt hollow with disappointment. He could only hope in a few daysâ time the feeling would pass and heâd realize the wisdom of the pact to keep things between them impersonal.
âThen we can put this behind us?â he asked.
One corner of her lips tilted upward. âWeâre adults. Surely we can behave in a grown-up manner.â
âWe have to work together, Maureen. I donât want our time on the job to be miserable.â
He was right. At times, the two of them would have to work closely together. One way or the other, they would have to get along. But how could she look at him as just a co-worker when heâd already been more? Sheâd just have to forget, she supposed.