Think of this as your stylist fee.â
She moistened her lips and slipped the money in her coat pocket. âIâll be back later. I hope I didnât disturb your family lunch.â
âYou eased the tension. Iâm glad you were here.â
Synariaâs heartbeat quickened. âSee you, Josh.â
She walked quickly to her car, erasing the distance between them and ignoring her dry mouth and rising temperature.
14
In Absentia
T he siblings sat in Detective Jimmersonâs cramped office. They passed the death certificate amongst themselves, weighing the finality of its words.
âCanât we give it some more time?â Joshua asked.
âItâs been two months. The state was gracious in allowing so much time to lapse before issuing the death certificate. When a person is missing or presumed dead, a death certificate can be issued within days. We received a few leads about your mother, but nothing concrete came from the tips. Even the sighting of your mom in South Carolina led to a dead end.â
âSo sheâs gone. No trace, no body,â Alice said, cradling her arms as she rocked. âIâm sure if we wait one more month, sheâll turn up.â
âI canât take another month. Iâve lost my appetite and I canât sleep worrying about Mama,â said Gigi, placing the death certificate on the detectiveâs desk.
âThatâs a shock,â Joshua muttered under his breath.
âWhat did you say?â
Alice stopped the impending argument. âListen, Mama wanted us to attend Emma Jelksâs service and we didnât. She wanted us to come to the Christmas pageant and we didnât. The least we can do is have a small memorial service for her. It would be fitting to have it at El Bethel since she attended the church with Ms. Emma.â
âGraveside only. I donât want to hear any solos, reflections, or people telling us we have their sympathy,â said Gigi.
âYou know Mama wouldnât approve of a graveside service. Think about the folks at Grand Oak and the community. Since she left, weâve had an outpouring of support from friends and strangers. Iâm sure my coworkers and Aliceâs friends from the library would like to pay their respect.â
Gigi agreed, but without emotion. âFine. Tell me the time and Iâll be there.â
âWeâre planning this together, Gigi.â
âI canât.â
âDo it for Mama, Gigi,â said Alice.
She closed her eyes to process Aliceâs request. After a half-hearted shrug, she mumbled, âSure.â
âIâm sorry this didnât turn out better for your family. Your mother seemed like a wonderful person,â said Detective Jimmerson.
âShe was, Sir. She truly was a phenomenal mother,â said Joshua.
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A week later, Gabrielle, Alice, and Joshua sat on El Bethelâs front pew with neighbors and friends. Synaria sat next to Alice and offered Kleenex; Karen sat next to Joshua. After a little wrangling, Agatha convinced Gigi to let Zoe sing two solos. Riveted, the crowd remained seated but swayed to her soulful inflections. A soprano, her song rose to the rafters of the stately building.
âMs. Mattie loved that song,â Karen whispered to Josh as Zoe sang, âGoinâ Up Yonder.â
âShe did, Karen.â
âShe pretended she couldnât sing, but she had a beautiful voice.â
Joshua stared at Karen, then redirected his attention to the pastor. Heâd never heard his mother sing. From the moment her service was announced in the paper, people shared stories about their motherâs generosity that left them speechless. After the benediction, mourners congregated upstairs and in the annex. Earlier, Joshua looked at the tables filled with food, secretly willing them to remain intact. He feared theyâd buckle under the weight of so many