her ears perked up I canât risk Marja elaborating on her thoughts to me. I shush her admonishingly.
âI think it was Gavrilow,â says Marja, not wishing to understand my warning.
âStupid woman, a boil on your tongue, what motive would he have?â
âHe was afraid that he was going to get robbed.â
âYou spent too long in the sun, Marja.â
âOr it was you. You hunted him down.â
I spring out of my chair in shock. But I get dizzy and nearly fall over. Marja doesnât notice, she is working on her fingernails with a file Irina sent me.
âWhy would I have done it, Marja?â
âBecause he was evil.â
âI canât kill everyone who is evil.â
âNot everyone, naturally.â Marja yawns. âDonât get so upset, Iâm not going to snitch on you.â
âNeither am I,â says Glascha.
If I were ten years younger I would now be very scared. But as it is Iâm just tired. Iâm waiting for everyone else to hole up in their houses so I can sit undisturbed on the bench outside. I dream of winter: everyone cowering inside and the wind blowing snow against the window. Iâm even looking forward to Glascha no longer being here. Sheâs constantly hungry and I wonât let her eat vegetables from my garden. I make her gruel with UHT milk I fetched from Sidorow, and mix in the last of my sugar because she wonât eat the mush otherwise.
âYour mama will surely be here soon.â
âMy mama is coming as fast as she can.â Glascha presses into my hip and buries her snub nose in the folds of my skirt. âMy mama cried on the phone.â
âAnd did you really hear her voice? On that broken phone?â
âIt wasnât broken. It just crackled a lot.â
I sit on the bench and wait. The others are back in their houses, though noses are pressed against windows and eyes peek through the holes in fences. Only Petrow sways in his hammock as if even the end of the world wouldnât disturb him. I would like to tell him not to worry. Nobody will incriminate him.
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You can hear them from far off, and itâs obvious that itâs more than one vehicle. Soon we see them, and itâs three. Out front is a tall black vehicle with thick tires. Behind are two cars belonging to the military police. They stop in a cloud of dust on the main road.
Glascha placidly licks clean her bowl of mush. The driverâs-side door of the black vehicle is the first to open. Itâs the type of car that a man should step out of, not a blonde woman in pants like a man and shoes with high heels. Her hair sticks to her head and her mascara is running.
âWhere is she?â she calls heartbreakingly. âWhere have you hidden her, you vulture?â
âGlascha,â I whisper. âSheâs crazy, donât look.â
âThatâs my mama.â Glascha puts the spoon down on the bench and runs off. The woman falls to her knees, opens her arms, and whimpers like sheâs been shot. The aluminum foil flutters. The girl hangs on the neck of the woman and I get tears in my eyes.
âWhat have they done to you?â Glaschaâs mama begins to rip away the foil.
âDooooonât,â Glascha shrieks, sending chills down my spine. âDonât take it off. Or else Iâll drop dead.â
Everything blends together. The air shimmers. The soldiers surround the mother and child as if they need to protect them from attack. The woman screams unintelligibly. And she pulls a protective suit out of the trunk of the car and tries to force Glascha into it. I wonder why she herself isnât wearing one if she thinks they work. Intermittently she yells âGermann, Germann, you wonât get away with this!â
Germann is not her dog, I assume, itâs her husband, who is lying beneath Gavrilowâs tarp. And on whom the flies are gathering.
I stand up. My ribs make