Lord!â
Only after he eased up on the accelerator again did she slant a glance in Wolfâs direction. The brightmoonlight revealed his features clearly, enough that she could see his brows scrunched in concentration. Obviously he was contemplating his next words very carefully.
âYou might be interested to know I ate lunch with your pastor the other day,â he said at last.
âYou did?â She wondered when heâd had the time to meet Keith Goodwin, Faith Community Churchâs senior pastor, then remembered the e-mail sheâd received this afternoon. âOh, you mean J.T.â
âWe hammered out most of the details for the survival classes Iâm going to teach at your church.â
âThat explains why he sent out a blanket announcement encouraging everyone taking a mission trip to attend. The class starts next Wednesday, right?â
âYep.â He proceeded to beat out a complicated beat on the steering wheel. âWill you be there?â
âWouldnât miss it.â
He fell silent for a moment. Thanks to the close confines of the car, she could feel the tension in him.
âTell me why you want to be a missionary,â he blurted out in a rush.
She sighed heavily. âThat was certainly straight to the point.â
âMaybe. But weâve put off this conversation long enough. You know why I agreed to come to dinner tonight.â
No, actually, sheâd forgotten. Sheâd settled into the evening as though they were on a first date, explaining away the awkward moments to the usual getting-to-know-one-another jitters.
She wouldnât make that mistake again.
âYes, I know why youâre with me tonight.â She ignored the sting of rejection building into tears behindher eyes and continued. âYou think you have to convince me to stay out the Middle East.â
âThereâs no âthinkâ about it.â He slowed yet again, enough to swing Stella down an alley leading to beach access. He slid the car into a parking place under a low-burning streetlight and then cut the engine. âBut I promised you an open mind and thatâs what youâll get from me.â
He sounded sincere. She wasnât sure she believed him.
âHelp me to understand your motivation, Hailey.â
âWhy?â She frowned at the shadows dancing across Stellaâs hood. âSo you can use the information against me?â
âI wouldnât do something that low. Iâm really interested in your answer. What can I say?â He gave her a crooked smile. âYou intrigue me.â
Glowing from the unexpected compliment, Hailey held back a gasp of pure feminine pleasure. Suddenly the interior of the car felt too small, too intimate. It was hard to think coherently with this handsome soldier sitting next to her. âLetâs discuss this on the beach. I tend to think better when Iâm walking.â
He gave her what she was starting to consider the âWolfâ look and then reached for the door handle on his side of the car. âWhatever will make you most comfortable.â
His tone sounded so rigid, the angle of his jaw looked so implacable, Hailey feared he thought she was trying to put off answering his question.
She picked at a speck of white fluff on her sleeve, wondering what he would think if he knew the real reason for her suggestion. She wasnât stalling. She was merely finding it hard to keep her mind on her goalswith his masculine scent teasing her nostrils and his presence scrambling her thoughts.
But as far as her calling to become a missionary? Well, Wolf would either understand her reasons or he wouldnât. No matter what he said or did, he would not convince her to stay out of the Middle East.
Forcing down any last remnants of unease, Hailey summoned a brisk air of confidence and climbed out of the car. Game on.
Chapter Six
H ailey started down the beach several feet ahead of