or another, would have the new number. But Abuelita had no phone.
âTry Don Clemente,â Elena suggested. âMaybe Papá called him with their new number.â
Don Clementeâs private number was first on the list of important information Iâd memorized. âDo not call unless you must,â had been written in his own hand. I nodded and dialed.
â Hola. Whoâs calling?â demanded a familiar voice.
What was Juanito doing with Don Clementeâs phone? I wanted to hang up right then. I wanted to tell Juanito I knew what he was up to when he lent Elena money. I wanted to tell him to go and screw himself.
Instead, I just said, âLet me talk to Don Clemente. Itâs Miguel.â
A silence followed. âJuanito, are you there? Are you there?â I asked.
I thought I heard him chuckle. âWhat do you want, Miguel? I thought mi tÃo gave you everything you needed.â
âJust put him on. I need to ask him something.â I wouldnât give Juanito the satisfaction of knowing what had happened to me, to us.
âWell, youâll have to ask me now.â Juanitoâs voice was calm and cold.
âWhat do you mean?â I asked, but I didnât want to know the answer.
Juanito didnât answer. He let the silence hang on the line.
âDon Clemente is dead,â he finally answered. âA traffic accident. Somehow his Mercedes went off the road up on the mountain. It was tragic, really, a freak sort of thing.â He didnât sound like he thought it was a tragedy.
âSo, naturally, Iâm now in charge of his operation, all of his networks. The coyotes, the polleros, the merchandiseâeverything. If you want something, youâll have to ask me. And Iâm replacing his people with mine, with those loyal to me.â
I didnât answer. I hung the phone on the hook quietly. With this conversation, the road back to San Jacinto was closed. I couldnât let Elena return by herself. She already owed Juanito money. He might decide that she owed him more than that. We had to go north with no clear plans and no help we could count on.
I took the money and split it right down the middleâhalf for Elena, half for me. I couldnât pretend I was her boss anymore. We bought food and a run-down hotel room for one night.
Elena sat on the edge of the sagging mattress and carefully sewed her money back into the lining of the bag. I could hide mine on my body. There was at least one good place. But who was I kidding? If someone wanted it, theyâd find it, no matter where I stuck it.
The only thing I had left from the beginning of my trip was Abuelitaâs Virgen de Guadalupe medallion. With everything that had happened, Iâd forgotten all about it. I took it off and inspected the links in the chain, one by one. A couple of Abuelitaâs hairs still clung stubbornly to the necklace, as if part of her refused to be separated from La Virgencita.
Abuelita believed in La Virgen âs powers of protection and guidance. I just believed in Abuelita. I checked the clasp and put the medallion back around my neck. It had seemed featherlight before, but now the cool, smooth metal felt solid and weighty against my chest.
CHAPTER 18
They called it the mata gente, the âpeople killer.â It was an ordinary freight train that passed through once a day, and it was the one way to get north without paying a peso. It had oil cars, rounded, sleek and shiny, and open hopper cars carrying grain or scrap metal. Ladders ran halfway up the sides of the faded orange, yellow, and brown cargo cars.
It was simple, they said. As the train slowed, you ran alongside, grabbed one of the ladders, and hopped on.
Fácil. Everyone told us how easy it was to hop on board the train. And everyone told us about the unlucky ones who didnât make it. The ones who survived were all over town, broken and abandoned, but still living. They were