mention anything about how my father may have killed a racist and then absconded to one of the lesser-known islands located between Puerto Rico and Venezuela. I could choose from âTheyâre on business trying to sell barbed wire for the businessâ or âTheyâre dead.â If asked about how come I got homeschooled, Iâd been prompted to admit that it wasnât my parentsâ idea, that I had a problem way back in first-through-fifth grade beating up other kids on a whim, and that my teachers and classmatesâ parents worried over school violence. We did not have a name for Asperger Syndrome in the late seventies/early eighties. And, to be honest, I liked only to punch people who said stupid things regarding race relations, cafeteria food, TV shows that involved characters with IQs less than 100, bad pop music, anti-union thought, people who thought pro wrestling wasnât a hoax, gun worshipping, and another hundred things. I didnât possess a syndrome-to-be-named-later. Something about rattail haircuts set me off, it seemed. Mean, angry, nonplussed, committed kidâthat was allâwhen it came to me.
âYouâre going to want to use some them big words like âinuredâ and âabscondedâ and ânonplussed,â I know,â Cush said to me not two weeks before the caseworker showed up uninvited. âYou canât use them kinds a words around a person with a bachelorâs degree in the sociology. I mean it. You gone have to talk stupid.â He pulled his Fu Manchuu out at forty-five degree angles so that it looked like a hirsute caret pointing toward his nostrils, as if a copy editor wanted to delete his nose in order to add a word or phrase like âStopâ or âNot now.â
This conversation took place in the middle of the night as we snipped somebodyâs perfectly good barbed wire in hopes of their calling us up later to help them out with new fencing. After my father and mother left, thatâs what we did. It came off more as an adventure than an act of meanness. We ran Southern Barbed on our own terms. Plus, Uncle Cush kept saying things like âYou will understand laterâ and âWe need some money for whatâs going to happenâ and âGoddamn America ainât what it used to be.â He said things like âJesus L. Christ do you know how much I miss Fenfang Yang back in the Vietnam area, the best woman of the universe?â and âYouâre only fourteen or fifteen.â
I didnât answer much back at him. On one occasion I said, âStretching wire can become debilitating.â
He nodded and said, âHey, if a caseworker shows up, donât use the word âdebilitating,â or that other word you keep using.â
I said, âChild labor?â
âHirsute,â he said. âAnd donât mention child labor, either, goddamn it, unless you want me to quit buying you good used textbooks so you can learn more than anyone else your age.â
The Department of Social Services woman showed up at eleven oâclock in the morning, right when I wouldâve been taking the mandatory seventh-grade class in South Carolina history had I gone to Poke Middle. She was an albino whitish woman, as opposed to an albino African-American. It was hard not to stare at her, what with the nearly opaque skin, naturally platinum hair, and oversized sunglasses normally seen on elderly people exiting an ophthalmologistâs office. In the past, Uncle Cush had made a point of introducing me to one-armed men, limpers, the overly obese, and tracheotomy victims so that I would never feel sorry for myself, but heâd forgotten to throw an albino into the mix. Fuck, Iâd seen white rabbits with more suntan lines than this particular functionary.
I opened the door and didnât laugh or jump. I said, âHello.â
âAre you Saint Arthur Waddell? Iâm looking for Saint