turned and gazed out into the night with a troubled frown, oblivious to the passing scenery. Even her mild reactionâor maybe attraction was a better word, she admitted honestlyâto Eric tonight made her feel guilty; as if she were somehow betraying the love she and Jack had shared. It was not a good feeling. And the best way to keep it from happening again was to stay away from the disturbing man beside her.
It was as simple as that.
Chapter Four
O kay, maybe it wasnât quite that simple, Kate conceded the next Sunday as she waited for Eric to pick Sarah up for church. Their paths were going to cross every Sunday at this rate unless she decided to take Sarah to services herself. And that wasnât likely to happen anytime in the near future. So sheâd just have to get used to seeing him once a week and maintain a polite distance.
Except that would be easier said than done, she acknowledged with a sigh. There was just something about him that drew her. Maybe it was his eyes, she mused. They were wonderful eyes. Understanding. Warm. Caring. Compelling. Sheâd never seen eyes quite so intensely blue beforeânor so insightful. When he gazed at her she felt he could almost see into her soul.
Strangely enough, that didnât bother her, even though sheâd always been a very private person. Maybe becauseâstranger stillâshe felt as if they werenât just recent acquaintances, but old friends. Which made no sense. For all practical purposes, theyâd met less than two weeks ago. Nevertheless, the feeling of familiaritypersisted. It was disconcertingâyet somehow oddly comforting.
The doorbell rang, and Sarah dashed to answer it. Kate followed more slowly, grateful that Ericâs attention was distracted by his young greeter long enough for her to take a quick inventoryâand then struggle to regain control of a breathing pattern that suddenly went haywire as she stared at him.
Kate had always known that Eric was a handsome man. He had classic Nordic good looks, and in a different age might have stood at the helm of a questing ship. Yet his gentle manner and kindheartedness were at odds with those Viking images of old. It seemed he had inherited the best of both worldsâancient athletic virility and modern male sensibilities. It was a stunningâand extremely appealingâcombination. And never had it come across more clearly than today. In a light-gray summer suit that emphasized his lean, muscular frame, and a crisp white shirt and dark blue, patterned tie, he was by far the most attractive man Kate had seen in a long time. Or maybe he was just the first one sheâd noticed in a long time, she acknowledged with a frown.
He chose that moment to look up, and his smile of greeting faded when he saw her troubled expression. âEverything okay?â
She forced the corners of her mouth to lift and closed the distance between them. âFine.â
âNot having second thoughts?â
âNo, of course not.â
He studied her for a moment with those discerning eyes, as if debating whether to pursue the subject. Much to her relief, he let it rest. âWe usually go to breakfastafter services. Would you like us to swing by and pick you up? Make it a foursome?â
âCan we, Mommy?â Sarah asked eagerly. âI could get pancakes. I like pancakes,â she told Eric.
He grinned. âSo do I.â He transferred his gaze back to Kate, and his expression softened. Or was it only her imagination? she wondered. âHow about it, Kate?â
âI appreciate the offer, Eric, but your mom told me thatâs your special time together. We wouldnât want to intrude.â
âActually, it was her idea. But I had the same thought. She just brought it up first,â he said with an engaging grin.
âOh. Well, maybe another time. I really hadnât planned on going out at all today. I need to work on some lesson