hour, it was still light outside, and an almost tropical heat lingered over the city.
âWe canât go home now,â Natalia said, still filled with the music. âHow about one last drink?â
Ã
sa waved a hand and nodded. âAlright, but somewhere without tourists,â she said. âWhat are all these people doing here?â
Natalia laughed and took a few dancing steps across the cobblestones in her high-heeled golden sandals.
As a child she had danced balletâlong, hard workouts. She had loved the old-fashioned discipline, the pale-pink shoes and simple outfits, but since she wasnât one of the very best in her group, her mother decided it was a waste of time to continue. The next day she began at a school for ballroom dancing instead.
Natalia furrowed her brow. All these choices that had been made for her, which shaped her. If it had been up to her mother, she would never have entered the financial world. âWasted on a woman.â But Natalia had put her foot down on that one.
She wove around an embracing couple. âWhat did you think?â she asked. âArenât you glad you came?â
Ã
sa had grumbled and complained. No normal people stayed in Stockholm at this time of year. And Café Opera wasnât that hip. But sheâd still canceled an all-weekend party and come along.
âIt was nice,â Ã
sa admitted, but then swore as one of her sky-high heels stuck between two cobblestones. Sheâd had more to drink than Natalia and was a little wobbly. A curl of blond hair was dangling in front of one eye, and the thin shawl she wore over her shoulders shimmered under the streetlights. She looked like a movie star.
Natalia couldnât stop smiling. The June night was warm and magical. The streets were filled with people, and she felt young and strong, as if the last few years of worry and grief had randomly decided to go off and burden someone else.
âI havenât had such a nice time in ages,â she said.
âNot since Jonas,â Ã
sa said, surprising Natalia with her astuteness, because they never talked about the past. Ã
sa was allergic to pity parties and sadness, so just a few weeks after Nataliaâs breakup with Jonas, she was already sending clear signals that it was time for Natalia to move on.
Ã
saâs inclination was always to move on and never look back, but Natalia had taken the breakup hard. And Ã
saâs limited sympathy had hurt her more than she dared admit. But maybe the tide was finally starting to turn.
âLetâs go in here,â said Natalia. She pointed at a subdued and very, very expensive bar and its long line and encouraged Ã
sa: âGet up there and get us in.â
Ã
sa, who personally knew everyone who was anyone in Stockholm nightlife, caught the bouncerâs attention. He nodded in recognition, asked the line to step aside, and then they were in.
âYouâre my idol,â Natalia chuckled.
âIâm everyoneâs idol,â Ã
sa said, clearing the way over to the bar for them. She ordered for them both. âTwo vodka tonics, please.â
The club was crowded and warm, and the din forced them to stand over by the bar so they could talk.
âI donât know a single person in here,â Ã
sa said.
âIs that good or bad?â Natalia sipped her drink. It was strong and cold, and she was thirsty. She looked around. Well-dressed men and skinny women with long hair laughed, toasted, and flirted.
Lord, when did everyone get to be so young? She tried to remember the last time sheâd been out to drink for any reason other than work, but couldnât.
âYou know as well as I do that all the civilized people have already started packing for their vacations in SkÃ¥ne.â
âI know,â Natalia groaned. The Swedish summer schedule followed a rigidly prescribed pattern. The Royal Swedish Yacht Clubâs Gotland regatta was this