been together eight years. A few more months wonât make a difference.â
The lack of emotion on his face infuriated her. âYou didnât come to see Melanie. You didnât take the early flight to be supportive. You came to break up with me.â
âIâm not breaking up with you. I want us to take some time. Be with your mom and Melanie. Give Singapore some thought. Iâll go ahead with the plans to move.â
âWeâre getting married next month!â
âWe can get married after we move.â
âWhen do you start the job?â
âIn January.â
âJanuary!â Numbness slid down Jessieâs arms and coated her insides. She turned away from him.
âI want to get married to you.â
âYeah right.â She stared out at the city with narrowed eyes and a bitter heart.
âIâm suggesting we postpone the wedding, not call off our engagement.â
She said nothing.
He looked at the watch on his wrist. âI have to get to the airport. I hate leaving you like this.â
âThen donât go.â
âThink about what I said. I do love you.â
The words from his mouth sounded like the work of a talented editor. Practiced and prepared with a response to whatever she said. Carl tried to give her a hug and she wouldnât let him. He left her standing on the garden balcony with the stiff wind for a companion.
Jessie stood there and tried to absorb Carlâs words. All the planning they both had done for the wedding, and he was having serious doubts? Serious enough to take a job somewhere else without talking to her first? She couldnât think straight about any of it. She gave him enough time to leave the hospital before she returned to the ICU. She didnât want to see him again.
The next hour she glided on empty. She really couldnât go to see Melanie now. Not with the surprise of the hour weighing on Jessieâs mind. Until she could face her sister, there wasnât any point for Jessie to stick around. Her options alternated between waiting and waiting some more.
âHey,â her mother said, rejoining her in the waiting area. She sat down next to Jessie. âIâm headed to the hotel. Letâs get out of here for a little bit.â
âYes,â Jessie agreed quickly. This place sucked the life out of her.
Jessieâs mother drove the eight blocks to the Crowne Hotel. Right away Jessie recognized the sophistication and historic glamour of their accommodations. Inside, marble floors gleaned in front of them. The lobby area boasted blue-and-yellow couches with large pillows. Bouquets of white flowers peeked up from large vases on dark-wooded tables. A group of well-dressed businessmen hung around the entrance to a swanky restaurant attached to the hotel.
This wasnât the kind of place they normally stayed. The moderate salary her mother made as a teacher afforded nice things, but not extravagance. Still, her mother checked-in at the front desk and didnât bat an eye.
Jessie waited until they were on the elevator and said to her mother, âCan you afford this place?â
âI already told you, weâll handle the bill later. For now Luke is taking care of us,â Leslie said. âThis is the easiest and best place for us to stay. The alternative is staying further away. Here weâre in walking distance of the hospital, so we wonât have the expense of having to rent a car. We need to be close to Melanie. Please do not bring up the cost again or Luke helping with the accommodations.â
âWe donât need separate rooms,â Jessie added.
âYes, we do. Iâll be making phone calls. Weâll need to take shifts seeing Melanie and weâll need our rest in between. Besides, Iâm just across the hall if you need anything.â Leslie shifted her bag from one hand to the other. She sighed and looked at Jessie. âI havenât even asked