mischief. She looked like a girl just out of the school room. The next second she turned around and threw Stephen another languishing look.
âAh,â Esme said with some satisfaction, âshe can still be herself.â
âI have no idea what youâre talking about,â Helene said, feeling just on the edge of tears. âI canât do this. I must be missing the ability. Rees always saidââ She snapped her mouth shut. She didnât want even her own best friend to know that she was a frigid woman who would never enjoy bedding a man. Her own husband had said so, and she was fairly certain he was right.
âDonât despair, darling. Mr. Fairfax-Lacy doesnât like what Bea is doing. See?â
Sure enough, Fairfax-Lacy was frowning at Bea and clearly growling some sort of reproach. âHeâs just the man for you,â Esme said with satisfaction. âNot Beaâs type at all.â
A fact which Bea exuberantly seconded a moment later. âHe told me to go wash my face,â she reported with some glee. âI do believe that Mr. Higher Than Thou M.P. doesnât like my maquillage, even though it is imported all the way from Paris.â
Helene felt a little steadier. She had never worn rouge in her life and couldnât imagine why she ever would. Perhaps she and Stephen were suited after all.
Just look available, she told herself. âSo, I simply lookâ¦lookââ
âAs if you want to bed him,â Bea said.
âIâll try,â Helene muttered. Never mind the fact that she didnât wish to bed anyone, and couldnât believe that any woman would wish to do so voluntarily. Except for reasons of revenge.
âOr you could just tell him,â Bea suggested with a wicked grin.
âI most certainly could not!â
âI have an idea! The poetry! Weâll use the poetry.â
âWhat do you mean?â Esme asked her.
âWe are each supposed to read a favorite poem on Friday, remember? If Helene reads the right kind of poem, and looks at Fairfax-Lacy while she does it, it wonât fail! That way you need not embarrass yourself,â she told Helene. âThe poem will do it all. And Iâll warrant heâll visit your chamber that very night.â
âAn excellent idea,â Esme said, nodding.
âBut I donât know any love poetry,â Helene pointed out. âBesides that of Shakespeare.â
âGood,â Bea interjected, âbecause we donât want love poetry, silly!â
âWe donât?â
âDo you love him?â she asked.
âWell, no.â
âPrecisely my point. This is an altogether different type of poetry. And not to worry, I never travel without my favorite authors.â
âYou are remarkable. You travel withâ¦with this sort of poetry all the time?â Helene asked Bea.
âNaturally,â Bea said, opening her fan.
Helene watched with fascination as Bea shook the delicate, lacy confection slightly. She held it just below the level of her eyes, and somehow she looked ten times more delectable. I shall practice with my fan tonight, Helene thought. In front of the mirror. If I read the poem with a fan covering my face, no one can see me blush. Helene loathed the fact that she blushed constantly, like some sort of green girl.
âDonât forget that your friendship with Mr. Fairfax-Lacy will curdle your husbandâs liver,â Bea said with relish.
âOf course I havenât forgotten that!â Helene said. Why on earth would she even consider doing such an immoral act otherwise?
âJust remember to look at Stephen while you read,â Esme advised. âI shall put the two of you next to each other at supper so you can practice giving him desiring looks. Naturally Iâll have to be on his other side, since Arabella is determined that we should marry.â
âI rather agree with Arabella,â Helene said.