Ann, seated at a desk. A telephone is on the desk. An intercom sits on a conference table. Also on the desk are several files, a loosely bound manuscript and several books. A briefcase sits on the floor. Cathy is standing .
ANN : Will you sit down? How are you?
CATHY : No, I think Iâm well. Thank you for asking.
ANN : What have you been doing?
CATHY : Iâve been studying. As usual.
ANN : And what have you learned?
CATHY : In the larger sense . . .
ANN : . . . all right.
CATHY : I hope that Iâve learned to be reasonable. At least I have studied it. Most importantly.
ANN : Most importantly.
CATHY : Yes.
ANN : Reason more than patience?
CATHY : One might think the pressing study would be patience. But patience, of course, implies an end.
ANN : âPatience implies an end.â
CATHY : Well, yes.
ANN : As?
CATHY : One may be patient only for something.
ANN : Such as?
CATHY : A deferred desire , or the cessation of discomfort . . .
ANN : Revenge?
CATHY : Well, that would fall within the rubric of desire deferred.
ANN : And Reason teaches?
CATHY : Reason would teach the abandonment of the unfulfillable wish; and, so, of the need for patience. It therefore may be said to be the higher study.
(Cathy gestures back, toward upstage. Pause.)
Lovely girl.
ANN : Yes?
CATHY : In the anteroom. (Pause) I find when conversation stalls it never indicates a want of subjectâone may always talk about the weatherâbut rather some subjectâs repression. What is it?
ANN : Iâm leaving.
CATHY : Yes, we were expecting that announcement quite some time. Well. (Pause) Everything ends. That is neither a new nor a monumental understanding. But itâs true.
ANN (Points to the large manuscript on her desk) : Iâve been reading your book.
CATHY : Is it a book?
ANN : Isnât it?
CATHY : Well. You are the first to read it.
ANN : Iâm honored.
CATHY : And, you know, Iâve been thinking of it, so long, as a . . .
ANN : . . . âAâ . . .?
CATHY : A manuscript, a âwork-in-progressâ . . . A âcollection of . . .â
ANN : Why would that not be a book?
CATHY : No, Iâll take your comment as an endorsement. Thank you.
ANN : Youâre welcome, Cathy.
CATHY : If it is a book, it remains only to see what a publisher . . . And what the Public, but, of course, I am ahead of myself.
ANN : No, of course itâs a book . . . (Picks up the manuscript and reads) âWhen he came. The first time. He questioned me.â
CATHY : . . . oh, yes . . .
ANN (Reading) : âAnd I said, in answer to him, âI revere Jesus, though I do not worship him. But I have the utmost respect, and I might say âlove,â for those who do.ââ Itâs quite beautiful.
CATHY : You chose that phrase purposefully.
ANN : In order to?
CATHY : To compliment me.
ANN : No. But I would have. As with much of the book.
CATHY : Thank you.
ANN : And that was the first meeting.
CATHY : What was the first meeting?
ANN : You describe here . . .
CATHY : With?
ANN : The priest.
CATHY : The meeting with the priest?
ANN : Yes?
CATHY : The first time? I donât know if that was it. But some time. During that first year.
ANN : In the first year yes.
CATHY : Not regularly. He came, of course, as part of the rotation.
ANN : The rabbi also came, during that time.
CATHY : Thatâs right, and the Protestant . . .
ANN : Yes.
CATHY : . . . minister. The word is minister. (Pause) I forgot a French verb yesterday.
ANN : The minister.
CATHY : Came regularly.
ANN : Would you like some coffee.
CATHY : No, thank you.
ANN : Did they give you breakfast.
CATHY : I wasnât hungry. (Pause) âWho came when.â Poor clerks. Copying Notations in the Logs, no one would see.
ANN : I saw them.
CATHY : I meant no disrespect.
ANN : I understand.
(Pause. Then, simultaneously:)
CATHY : How is your daughter? ANN : And during that time . . .
CATHY :