the one that flashed the result in a bright neon lightâ pregnant!
As if it were the best news in all the world.
For some women it would be. For some women it would be the result theyâd been praying for after months of trying or treatment. But for Kelsi?
She slumped. An unplanned pregnancy was bad enough. But from a one-night stand? Not even a relationship? They had no basis, nothing to try to make the best of, nothing between them but animal, sexual attractionâthat was as everyday to him as breathing. And utterly overwhelming for her.
Wincing, she closed her eyes. But still she saw the light flashing with that single, life-changing word.
It had to be wrong. Had to be.
She ripped open the second box.
CHAPTER FIVE
J ACK banged on the door , never so impatient in all his life. âKelsi? Are you okay? Open up.â
Silence. Just as thereâd been silence for the last ten interminable minutes.
âIf you donât open up now Iâm breaking the door.â
It wouldnât take much. He seemed to have more adrenaline running in him than heâd had even on the most difficult jumps. He made himself uncurl his fingers from the fists theyâd bunched into and tried to relax. Half a second later he banged again.
There was a muffled reply. Not good.
The door opened and he saw her face.
Definitely not good. Definitely really, really bad.
âDonât worry.â He didnât know who he was trying to reassure moreâher or him. âItâs going to be OK.â
Oh, hell, it wasnât. She walked past him, handed him the thing that had âpregnantâ flashing on the tipâtwo of them plus two that had the two blue lines. Heâd seen enough movies to know what they all meant; he didnât need the damn flashing neon signs.
Was this why he hadnât been able to get her out of his head these past weeks? Was there such a thing as male intuition?
No. It was pure lust. All day, all night she was all hecould think about, until he could fight it no more and heâd had to come and deal with it. Heâd actually blown off his training and come back to finish what theyâd started. That was nightmare enough, now it had turned into a full-on horror film.
His brain fast-tracked down another nightmare route. Had she known? Sheâd been cool when she first saw himâhad she known she was pregnant but was never going to tell him? Would she ever have told him?
He stared at her. Of course she hadnât known. No one could fake this kind of shocked reaction. But would she have told him once she found out? The question burned deep and he didnât like it.
âWe can deal with this,â he said into the silence, still trying to reassure someoneâanyone.
She said nothing. Just looked stricken.
Problem solving. He could do that. He just had to figure out a plan. But he wasnât thinking much at all at the moment other thanâ pregnant .
And then came the panic. The sheer, freezing panic as he thought about a baby and its birth and then about his own awful arrival into the world.
âIt is mine, right?â his mouth blabbed before his brain could stop it.
She went rigid. âRight.â
Big mistake. But he had to be sureâbecause there were things she had to know. But not nowâshe was upset enough already. She didnât need more to terrify her. Oh, hell, no.
âI take full responsibility,â he said urgently. âI was the one whoââ
âI said yes,â she interrupted fiercely. âI donât blame you.â
Silence. Long, long silence. But doubts whispered insideand he, who usually had such formidable mental strength, now could not resist them. âCan I ask you something?â
She shrugged. âSure.â
âIf I hadnât come here tonight, would you have contacted me when you found out? Would I ever have known Iâm going to be a father?â
Kelsi didnât think the