her. Just staring. Making her feel so self-conscious and so hot it was a wonder her skin wasnât curling and crisping like bacon under a grill.
âWhat are you doing here?â she asked before thinking.
âIâm deciding whether youâre real or whether this is jet lag causing a hallucination.â
Jet lag? Had he only just got back from Canada?
âHow are you going to find out?â She could barely breathe.
He smiled lazily and she blinked in the face of its brilliance. Oh, he was so smooth, wasnât he? She couldnât be felled again by just a look like that.
She leaned forwardâdangerously close. âIâm an illusion,â she whispered. âNot real at all.â He chuckled.
âHow was your trip?â She stepped back and busied her hands by going into the kitchen and getting cups from the shelf. âDid the training go OK?â
âNot as good as it could have.â He followed her, leaning against the door frame.
âNo?â
His grimace said it all. âMy knee is going to take a little longer than we first thought. Iâm back for more physio. No point getting frustrated by being surrounded by snow and doing something stupid.â
âOh.â Sheâd thought heâd handled the stairs no problem and was moving as lithe as a panther. But it must still bother him on those death-defying jumps.
âWhat about youâyouâre OK?â He moved to where she was by the bench. Mind-blowingly, pheromone-dizzying close.
She stared at the seam of his shirt and reminded herself to breathe again. She had to keep it light. Didnât want him to know how much he affected herâthat was just embarrassing. The guy was a proâbut in sport and sex. And she was just another in that long line. So she had to get them laughing again as if none of this had ever mattered.
âActually, no,â she said firmly. âLifeâs not been the same since I last saw you.â
He stilled. âIt hasnât?â
âNo,â she said sombrely. âThanks to you Iâm scarred for life.â With a theatrical flourish, she pointed to her nose. âI got three new freckles.â
âFreckles,â he said blankly. âYou got freckles.â
âThree.â She nodded. âFrom the sun.â
He snorted and leaned back on the bench, his smile crocodile wide.
She grinned back. âYou obviously arenât aware of how serious this is.â
He laughedâtoo long, too infectiously. Then he suddenly sobered, half groaning and rubbing his chest with the heel of his hand. âHell, for a moment there I thought you were going to tell me something far worse.â
âWhat could be worse?â she asked mock-incredulously.
âThat there might have been some long-term consequences from that day.â
âFreckles are long term,â she said. âYou canât get rid of them. At all . Believe me, Iâve tried.â
âBut kids have much more of an impact.â He shook his head and laughed again. âI thought you were going to tell me you were pregnant.â
Pregnant?
Kelsi laughed, tooâgiggled like a silly schoolgirl.
But as their amusement filled her ears her brain ticked over slowly. Her giggle went into cardiac arrest. âKelsi?â
She shook her head and turned away from him slightly as she tried to think harder. Pregnant. No. Sheâd had a periodâhadnât she?
âItâs been a month, Kelsi. Shouldnât you know by now?â
She should if sheâd been paying attention to anything like that. But sheâd been working even crazier hours than usual because of an account sheâd won. Because sheâd been trying to distract herself so much.
So she really hadnât been thinking about her cycle or anything. Hell, she hadnât even had the time to dye her hair again, which was why she was going for the assortment of hats at the