for, using up resources and enjoying themselves, and thatâs about it.Improving the world for current and future generations isnât on their radar.â
âAre there a lot of them?â
âMore than enough,â Janine sneers. âBut Iâm surprised that an Iawi is mixed up with Khered. Usually by the time someoneâs been around for a while they mature enough to leave that lifestyle behind.â
Sue leans forward on her elbows. âSo, what are you going to do about this Drew person?â
âNothing, if I can help it.â I look at Janine. âI know this is probably weird to hear because youâre his mom and all, but I love Griffon, and I want to spend as much time as I can with him in whatever lifetimes weâre lucky enough to be in together. We were drawn to each other after what happened between us last time. Griffon was the one who recognized that Iâm Akhet, and heâs been there through all the craziness thatâs happened since. If thereâs any fate involved, mine is to be with Griffon. Not Drew.â
âForgive me for saying this,â Janine says quietly, âbut you donât sound like youâre trying to convince me. Sounds like youâre trying to convince yourself.â
Seven
âWatch that car!â Mom shouts, grabbing for the dashboard and pumping an imaginary brake on the passenger side. âHeâs pulling out!â
âI see him,â I say irritably, turning the wheel to the left to avoid the Priusâ bumper. Driving with her is always a lesson in patience, as well as three-point turns and parallel parking. She freaks out about every little thing. I canât wait until I take my driving test next month and can kick her out of the car.
âGet in the right lane. Youâre going to turn right up here.â
âIn, like, a mile,â I say, putting on the blinker just to shut her up. âI know where Iâm going.â I wonder if Iâve had a driverâs license in a previous lifetime, because driving doesnât seem all that hard.
âYou should always anticipate your next move,â she says,craning her head back to make sure thereâs no car in my blind spot.
âAnd the next move of everyone around me,â I finish for her. âI know. Maybe I should get my behind-the-wheel hours with Dad.â
She turns to me, a pained look on her face. âWhy would you say something like that? Itâs hurtful.â
âIâm just saying that Dad doesnât get as . . . nervous as you do when weâre driving.â
âWell, forgive me for caring,â she says, folding her arms and slumping in the passenger seat.
âI know you care. I just need you to care a little more calmly.â
âRight!â she says, pointing. âTake a right here. The restaurant is just down this block. Look for a place to pull over.â
I slow down, looking for the restaurant. âCan I stay out past curfew? Just for tonight? Iâll be with Kat the whole time.â
âWe agreed on midnight,â she says. âNothing good ever happens after midnight.â
I double-park next to the row of cars that line the street. âIâm sixteen,â I say, my frustration mounting about my inability to change any of my parentsâ stifling rules. âAlmost seventeen. Soon Iâm going to have a driverâs license, and with all of the money Iâve saved from giving cello lessons, Dad said heâd help me buy a carââ
âLook,â she interrupts. âI know how hard it is to be young. To have your first crush. Iâm just trying to help you make the right choices.â
I get out of the car and slam the door. âI donât need that kindof help. Iâm not a baby.â I wish I could tell her how much Iâve been remembering lately. About being in England. About being an adult. That I really am not a little kid anymore.
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