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âWait till Daddy finishes what heâs doing and then heâll put water in the paddling pool,â said Claire, trying to get the jug of lemonade from the fridge as Ben pulled at her arm.
âShow me where everything is and weâll fill it up while your mum gets us all a drink,â said Stefan to the children, shepherding them into the garden.
Five minutes later the children were happily splashing in the cool water and eating ice lollies. Meanwhile, Claire and Stefan sat a safe distance away on wrought-iron chairs. On the table a large glass jug of lemonade sparkled in the sunlight.
âI canât believe weâve just had Christmas day,â said Claire, now happily changed back into her summer dress, her shoes kicked off, feet bare on the rough, dry grass.
âThis is what itâs like in Australia at Christmas,â said Stefan.
âHave you ever been there?â
âI lived there for a few years a while ago. I spent a few Christmases on the beach. Barbequed turkey drumsticks followed by an afternoon of surfing. It was fantastic.â
âWhat brought you back?â
âI donât know really,â he said, staring across the valley. âIâve never really settled anywhere for long, but in Australia I missed frosty winter mornings and the snow, and a relationship didnât work out.â He shrugged. âThe job with Idyllic Homes came up at the right time so I came back.â He was silent for a few seconds. Then he smiled at Claire, his dark eyes twinkling. âMaybe I just missed a good cup of tea and a Marmite sandwich.â
âI thought you had Vegemite in Australia,â said Claire. âIsnât that the same as Marmite?â She longed to ask about the relationship.
âNo, itâs not the same.â
âSo a sandwich brought you back to the rain and cold and congestion?â
âDo you know, I donât think Iâve had a Marmite sandwich since Iâve been back?â Stefan laughed, but then was serious. âI think I missed the British countryside. Iâd like a life like this â old farmhouse, big garden, roses round the door, vegetable patch.â
âDog.â
âChickens,â Stefan added.
Ben came over, arms outstretched, dripping with water and melted ice lolly. He gave Claire a hug and a kiss before running back and belly-flopping into the pool.
âYouâve got sticky stuff on your skirt now,â said Stefan. âDo you want me to get a cloth to wipe it?â
âYou really donât have children do you?â said Claire, laughing âIf you did youâd know that after a while you donât care about the sticky stuff all over you. It all goes in the wash at the end of the day. Though William struggles with the messier side of parenthood, heâd definitely be getting a cloth right now.â She bit her lip.
âI always wanted to have children,â Stefan went on. âBut I think Iâm getting a bit old now.â
âYou donât look too old,â she argued.
âHow old are you?â Stefan asked, taking a sip of lemonade.
âI donât think youâre meant to ask ladies their age.â
âSorry, I forgot. How rude of me.â He grinned at her.
After a brief pause she said, âI was thirty-five last Guy Fawkes night.â
âWow, fireworks on your birthday, what a celebration every year! But actually I thought you were older.â
âThanks!â
âNo, sorry. I didnât mean you look older; you look years younger of course.â He flashed a smile that immediately made Claire forgive him. âItâs just you have so much, have achieved so much, when I feel Iâve hardly started. Iâve concentrated on my work and travelled for so long, but sometimes I look round at my life and wonder what Iâve really achieved. What have I got to show for it all? Most of my friends are part