admission that maybe she likes me too. âAnytime, any day,â I say, though I know it would be impossible. She may be real, but sheâs still painted.
âShow me more.â
I do, and an hour or so later, she has seen haystacks and operas, mirrors and pheasants, doctors and patients. âYou love them all,â she says to me when we stop near her gallery. Itâs almost midnight, and I hate that I have to go home.
I nod. âYes. I do.â
She asks me another question. âYouâve been coming to see me, havenât you?â
âDid you see me? Could you see me?â
âYouâre the first thing Iâve been able to see or hear on the other side of the frame,â she says with both frustration and relief in her voice. âI saw you in that room. You heard me, right?â
âYes,â I say, flashing back to Bonheurâs house.
âI wanted to come out sooner.â There is so much longing in her voice. Longing for what could have been? For the years she missed? She moves closer to me, so weâre both leaning against the wall, inches apart. âAs soon as I saw you, I tried to get out. It was the closest Iâve ever come to getting out until now.â
âIâm glad youâre able to come out now.â
âMe too. Youâre so different from anyone Iâve ever met. You asked questions about me. You talked to me.â
She is so straightforward, and it is an immense turn-on. Who was that Jenny from Pittsburgh? I donât remember. I donât care. Thereâs never been another girl Iâve wanted as far as I can tell in this second.
ââWhat are you like, girl behind the paint?â Thatâs what you asked me.â
âYou remember,â I say. Iâm sure sheâs some sort of enchantress, and she has put me completely under her spell. âWho are you?â
âI told you my name. Iâm just a sixteen-year-old girl.â
âNo.
Who
are you?â
Her gaze dances away and then back at me as she grins. âJulien, do you want me to tell you
everything
about me on our first â¦â Her voice trails off, as if she doesnât know the word. âWhat do you call it these days?â
âUm, date? First date?â I offer, hoping that maybe she sees it the same way.
âFirst date. Why, yes. I like the sound of that. And are visits to the museum good first dates?â
âI would have to say this particular visit to the museum has been my favorite date.â
âAnd for me as well.â
I feel wobbly, but I manage to hang on to ask another question. âWhere have you been for the last century?â
She points to the gallery where her gilded frame rests. âOn the other side of that painting.â
We walk back. âWhatâs on the other side?â
âTulips and hollyhocks, pansies and irises.â Her voice is pure, her French is impeccable, but she doesnât have the accent of a native.
âYou donât sound like youâre from here.â
âYou doubt my French?â She places a palm against her chest, as if Iâve offended her.
âMaybe a little.â
âDo you think Iâm French?â
âI donât know what you are. Or who you are. Tell me where youâre from,â I ask, seized by curiosity, by the thirst to know her more.
She shakes her head. âCome back tomorrow, please. Promise me?â
âI promise.â
She walks back to her painting and steps into the frame, pulling up the gauzy hem of her skirts last, the lace edges brushing against the painted irises until she is immobile once more.
Then I do something I have never done before. I touch the art. Not with my hands, like Clio did. If the forensic experts dusted this painting for fingerprints they wouldnât find mine; theyâd find the barest outline of my lips.
I walk home in a hazy dream state, still feeling the faint traces of