face. Alice stared at the flames until she saw through them, and then her eyes seemed only to register the candlelight and the bursts of light from the camera flash. Nothing else in the world existed.
âHappy birthday, dear Alice, happy birthday to you!â
With one big breath, Alice blew out all ten candles. She felt like a deflated balloon, but sheâd done it. And she hoped that her wish to find a real junonia would come true. And she sensed once again that she was a different person than the one sheâd been yesterday.
Gasping, she marveled at her cake; it was almost too beautiful to eat.
âCan you tell what itâs supposed to be?â asked her mother.
âOf course,â whispered Alice.
âI canât,â said Mallory. âWhat is it?â
âA junonia,â said Alice.
âI thought it was an alien or something,â said Mallory. âA monster with lots of spots.â She cocked her eyebrows and wagged her head from side to side. âOh, now I see it!â
The lights were back on. Aliceâs mother was cutting the cake, Aliceâs father was cutting the pie, and Kate was taking orders for ice cream. Mallory made sure that she had the blue gelato spoon at her place, and sheâd gotten the orange one for Munchkitty.
âWell,â said Mr. Wishmeier, âno matter what happens, you can truthfully say you got a junonia on your tenth birthday.â
Alice smiled at him.
âTen,â said Mr. Barden. âIâm so old, if you lined up all my birthday cakes theyâd reach from here to the middle of the Gulf of Mexico.â
Aliceâs father turned on the coffeemaker and poured milk for Alice and Mallory. Everyone was cheerful and talkative. There wasnât room for all of them at the table, so Aliceâs father and Ted stood to the side, leaning against the kitchen counter.
Alice swelled with happiness. She settled back contentedly in her chair. All of the pieces of this particular day had come together to make her birthday. As an attempt to prolong that feeling, Alice took small, dainty cat bites of her cake. When she dipped forward and used her pink gelato spoon to taste the ice cream, she thought of Helen Blair.
While the adults complimented Aliceâs motherâs baking, Alice was wondering how many people in the world shared her birthday. How many people were celebrating at this very moment.
Barely audibly at first, and quickly growing louder, Mallory started humming âHappy Birthday.â Munchkitty was her chosen audience. Taking a gelato spoon in each hand, Mallory imitated a conductorâher version, with two batons.
Tedâs cell phone rang, and Alice jumped. It almost sounded like an accompaniment to Malloryâs humming. The room went quiet.
âHello?â said Ted, turning away from everyone. âTricia?â
âMama?â said Mallory. âMama?â Her anxious intonation made the word feel terribly huge.
âBe quiet, Mallory. I canât hear,â Ted said harshly.
âIs it Mama?â
Ted nodded as he walked out of the room toward the front door.
Mrs. Wishmeier brought her hand up to her mouth in a gesture of sincere concern. âIsnât she in France?â she asked, directing her question vaguely at Kate. âAnd isnât it the middle of the night there?â
Malloryâs face was a blur as she shot up to follow her father. She accidentally bumped the table. The sudden movement knocked over her glass of milk, and Aliceâs, too. The milk from one glass splashed across the table, the other spilled all over Mr. Barden, pooling on his pants. The glasses rolled but remained on the table.
There was a silence, and then Mr. Bardenâs voice seared it. âOh, bloody hell!â he rasped. He fixed his eyes on his lap and clutched himself with nervous hands. âIt looks like I wet my pants.â He kept moistening his lips and blinking. âI hate