and a few straggling tourists. The sky was turning to ink.
A moment later, my phone rang in my pocket. I flipped it open without looking at the caller ID.
âYou ready?â came a male voice.
âReady?â
âFor the Pick 6. Itâs me. Arthur. Hello?â
âArthur. Hi. I just saw an abused dog.â
âOh.â He knew something of my background, how my mother rescues dogs, how weâre the sort of people with empathy for animals directly proportionate to our indifference to human beings. âCan you talk?â he added after an appropriate pause.
âI guess. I feel a little sick. But go ahead. Talk.â
Arthur rattled off a series of theses about the horses running at Aqueduct the next day. He asked if I had come up with any insights.
âI did. But Iâd have to look at my notes at home.â
âAll right. I can tell your heart isnât in it right now. Please sleep well and wake up clear headed.â
I told Arthur Iâd see him tomorrow, closed my phone, then picked Candy up and squeezed her to my chest. She looked at me evenly, puzzled by the sudden hug, but not opposed to it.
I came home to an empty apartment. No sign of Clayton, no note. Maybe heâd gone out job hunting, though it was late in the day for that unless he was applying for some sort of graveyard shift. I pictured him working in a factory. Earning minimum wage. Coming home exhausted and defeated but still gentle and sweet because Clayton is always gentle and sweet, yet another thing thatâs made it difficult to truly get rid of him.
I took raw chicken necks out of the fridge, rinsed them, and fed them to Candy. In fact, raw chicken necks were the only things in the fridge. It was sad. It indicated that Clayton and I were living like dirty teenagers, incapable of taking care of ourselves, letting things slide.
I glanced at the answering machine and noticed the message light blinking.
Clayton was at the police station.
âIâm being held for questioning, Alice,â the message said. His voice was small and scared. âDonât come. Iâve called the lawyer. Iâll work it out.â
âOh no. â I said it aloud, but quietly, as if afraid the gods would hear and take the dread in my voice as affirmation of my paramourâs guilt. Because some days I believe there are divinities everywhere. Religion upsets me, but a sense of awe at what is greater than me does not.
I called my lawyer friend Abe. He was on his way to the station.
âIf thereâs bail I can get money,â I told him.
âUn huh,â he said. âTheyâre just questioning him right now. But Iâll let you know.â
âThey came here this afternoon to question him. And then returned a few hours later and took him away. What could they have learned?â
âAlice, I have no way of knowing that yet,â Abe said patiently.
âRight. Should I come with you to the police station?â
âNo,â said Abe. âHow much do you like this guy, Alice?â
âWhy?â
âWell, he could be in big trouble. You got that, right?â
âHe didnât do anything,â I said. âI told you, it was an accident.â
âHe should have told the truth from day one. It looks bad now, Al. Iâll call you when thereâs something to report.â
I hung the phone up. I looked at Candy who was licking a trail of grease on the fridge door. I was a disgusting person with a trail of grease on her fridge.
I lumbered through my evening. I didnât know if Abe would spring Clayton. I kept toying with the idea of going to the station. Of being the supportive partner in spite of Claytonâs wish that I not do this. I knew he didnât want me to see him like that. He hadnât had any shame about my seeing him living in a parking lot earlier in our dalliance, but the parking lot was his choice. The cops are not. His is a strange