running.
Finally Cait glanced over from the stove, where she was stirring soup. âMom looks pretty tired, donât you think?â
âYeah,â I said. âMaybe the new jobâs turning out to be more than she can handle.â
Cait looked down into the soup pot. âDoubtful. Mom can handle anything.â But she didnât sound sosure. She shot an uneasy glance in the direction of the bathroom.
Hmm. Maybe this was my chance. What if Cait was beginning to think the same way I was? If we teamed up, it might be easier to convince Mom to admit sheâd made a mistake by bringing us here.
âListen, Cait,â I said, dropping my book on the sofa and stepping into the kitchen. I leaned against the chipped countertop, watching my sister stir. âDo you get the feeling sheâs not that into being here?â
Cait rolled her eyes. âI get the feeling youâre not that into it. Mom seems fine.â
âReally?â I pursed my lips. âMaybe you should start paying more attention. Because I think sheâs already regretting the move.â
âWhat makes you say that?â Cait kept her eyes on the soup.
âLots of little hints.â I shrugged. âThe point is, you probably shouldnât get too comfortable at Aura Middle School, or with your geeky new friends. Because I can tell Momâs not happy. I have a strong feeling weâll be back in San Antonio in time to go tothe Holiday River Parade in November.â
âYou do, hmmmm?â
Uh-oh. That wasnât Cait. It was Mom.
I spun around to face her. Sheâd come into the kitchen without me hearing, padding along on bare feet. She stared at me sternly, wrapped in her favorite red-flowered kimono robe, with one eyebrow cocked.
âOh, hi, Mom. Didnât hear you there,â I said weakly. âI was just saying . . .â
âI heard what you were just saying, Cassandra,â Mom said, her voice like iron. âAnd Iâm telling you to knock it off.â
âButââ
âNo. You need to listen.â The scarymama voice was back. âWeâre in Aura to stay, and thereâs zero chance weâre moving back, so youâd better get used to it. Both of you.â Mom expanded her glare to include Caitlyn for a second before focusing her laser eyes back on me. âMy new job is going fine so far. Itâs a big adjustment, of course, like I know that moving here is an adjustment for you two.â
âButââ I tried again.
âBut,â Mom cut me off, âI fully intend to work hard to fit in with the force here and make a career out of it. I suggest you do the same at school.â Then her expression softened. âI do hope youâll make an effort to be happy here, girls. Aura is our home now. And I know it can be a good place for all of us.â
She held my gaze steadily, and I tried to find a smidgen of doubt in her deep-brown eyes.
Nothing. Could she really mean what she was telling me? Was I really stuck hereâforever?
Caitlyn cleared her throat. âUm, the soupâs ready,â she said softly.
âGood.â Mom finally broke my gaze, turning to sniff at the steam rising from the pot. âSmells great; Iâm famished.â
âNot me,â I muttered, backing out of the kitchen. âIn fact, Iâve totally lost my appetite. Think Iâll go finish my homework.â
âStop right there,â Mom ordered. âHomework can wait. Weâre eating dinner as a familyâall three of us.â
I was tempted to argue, but what was the point? I felt grown-up, but in the eyes of the world I was still a kid, which meant I had no rights. And apparently no voice, even in my own family. So I took my seat at the tiny table without another word, trying to ignore the way my chair wobbled on the uneven floor and the faint smell of burned food that still lingered even after scrubbing the whole house