coming from the other room pulled Colter backfrom the kitchen. Empty cups were still stacked at tables around the room, but he sat down anyway at the table in the shadows. He didnât want to interrupt Virginia. She was playing a song that had haunted him during the months heâd been gone. Many a night, heâd tried to figure out why he was drawn to the thin loneliness he heard in the echoes of that song. Virginia had played it twice when she was working in the saloon. Both times sheâd looked sad, as though she was remembering things sheâd do best forgetting. When heâd been gone, heâd regretted not asking her about it before he left.
How could a song say so much, he wondered, and not use any words?
Sorrow wasnât comfortable for Colter, but he let Virginia take him there with her. She played the song with her whole body as she stretched out to reach keys far from the center of the piano. He had no illusions that Virginia was playing for him or even was aware he was there; he knew she was playing for herself. He was just blessed to be carried along with her.
Time passed and Colter continued to listen as Virginia played through many classical tunes. A few of them sheâd played before in his saloon, but most of them were new to him. Finally, the music stopped and Virginia looked up from the piano.
âOh,â she said when she saw him sitting there.
âThat was beautiful.â
âI didnât know anyone was still here,â Virginia apologized and then smiled. âI try not to play quite so many classical pieces when someone is listening.â
âNever stop yourself for me. You playââ He did not know how to explain the depth of it all. âVery well. You obviously love what youâre playing and itâs very special.â
For the first time, Colter wished he was a man with a smooth tongue. A man like that could put the feelings inside him intowords telling her what her music inspired in him. He felt a joltâmaybe thatâs what Lester could do. Maybe thatâs what she saw in the other man.
Virginia pushed back the piano stool and stood up. âThank you for saying so, but Iâm sure youâre tired, too.â
âThereâs still a little hot chocolate left.â Colter had held back a couple of cups of milk in hopes sheâd drink some with him after everyone had gone. She hadnât had a chance to enjoy any since she started playing the piano.
âThat would be nice,â Virginia said as she walked toward the kitchen. âJust tell me where it is and Iâll get it.â
âI can put the milk on to heat,â Colter said as he stood as well and picked up the small lantern from his table.
They walked to the back room together and Colter set the lantern on the top of the cupboard where heâd stored the chocolate. Warm shadows made the plain workroom feel like home. He poured milk into a cast-iron pan and set it on the stove. The coals from the previous fire were strong enough to heat it although it would be slow.
âOh, the dishes,â Virginia said as she looked at the large cast-iron kettle on the back of the stove that was steaming with water ready for washing.
âI figured youâd want it hot,â Colter said, as he picked up a towel and reached over to move the kettle to the side of the stove to stop its boiling. âBut weâll do the dishes in the morning. Tonight is tooââ Again he was at a loss for words. âIâd rather have you tell me about your music tonight. I can tell you love it from the way you play.â
Virginia smiled. âI forget sometimes that I had to grow to love it. My father was the musician in our family. His teachers always praised his skill. When he was sixteen, he was invited to tour Europe with some older musicians and everyone said his future was bright. Then there was a fire in a friendâs housewhere he was sleeping. He