government in Richmond?â
âAh, if only it were that simple, Jack. We work for the real government. Thereâs things that you donât know about. Thereâs powers behind the powers. You donât read about that in your Boston newspapers.â
âNo.â I was thrilled; it was exactly the sort of thing Iâd heard my sister Margaret droning on about for months. Was I about to be inducted into some kind of secret order, some band of conspirators who knew the truth about things like war and money and power?
âIâve said too much. I apologize for my intrusion.â
âNot at all, lieutenant.â
âMy friends call me Bennett.â
âBennett. I appreciate the company.â It was my turn to lower my voice. âTo tell you the truth, my fellow travelers are a little less than inspiring.â
He turned his chair around and leaned toward me.
âThe big fat mama?â
âAnd her snot-nosed brats.â
âThe poor old fellow looks as if he ainât had it in months.â
âWhoâd want it, with her?â
âOh, Christ, Jackie, Iâd ratherââ He made a fist over his lap and moved it up and down.
I spluttered into my beer. âHah! Iâd much rather do that!â I realized, even as I said it, that I sounded a little too enthusiastic.
âWell, who wouldnât? Nothing a woman can do for me that I canât do for myself. Or for a buddy.â
Had I been sober, I might have seen the danger signs at this point, and realized that Lieutenant Young was playing me like a fish on a line. But instead, buoyed up on my second tankard of beerâthis was stronger ale than the watered-down bilge they served at the White HorseâI assumed that I was embarking on a wonderful adventure with the new friend of my heart.
âFor a buddy?â I said, with what I thought was a seductive expression on my face.
âSure, why not? We look out for each other in my company. All the guys willâ¦lend a hand.â
âJust a hand?â
âWhat else, Jackie?â
âAre you staying here tonight, Bennett?â
âMaybe. Depends.â
âDepends on what?â
âIf your bedâs big enough.â
âI guess it is.â
âThen I guess I am.â
I gulped down the rest of my beer; the tankard was immediately filled.
âI should go and rescue my trunk,â I said. âDonât go away.â
I pushed my chair back, but Young restrained me with a hand on my shoulder.
âWhatâs your hurry? Your trunkâs in good hands. Stay and drink with a lonely soldier.â
âWhereâs the rest of the company?â
âAt camp.â
âWhereâs camp?â
âYou ask a lot of questions, Jack. How do I know you ainât a spy?â
âMe? Thatâs a good one.â
âYeah, looking at that face I guess I can trust you.â He held my chin between thumb and forefinger. He smiled. âYeah. I reckon you wonât give me too much trouble.â
âDepends what kind of trouble youâre looking for.â
At that, Young laughed out loud, and, in retrospect, I can see why. At the time, I thought it was because I had made such a witty, suggestive remark.
âSo, why donât you show me up to your room, Mr. Edgerton?â He stood and bowed in a parody of formal New England manners.
âWith pleasure, Lieutenant Young.â
âIâm right behind you, Mr. Edgerton.â
I took my key from the porter, and made an inquiry about my trunk. âItâs all under control, sir,â he said, with a glance toward Young.
âTold you, Jack! Come on, race you!â
He bounded up the stairs two at a time, his boots raising a hell of a racket that must have sounded throughout the inn. I imagined the family from New York kneeling to say their final prayers, convinced that those runaway slaves had come to cut their throats. In
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