else?â
âHis clutter. He was always an untidy bastard, but at least he used to keep his mess in his own room. Now it fills the house. I hate him. The way he shrieks when he canât get the lid off a jar of marmalade. The sight of his bristles in the sink when heâs trimmed his beard. The way he eats, like a monkey cramming food into its mouth before a bigger monkey can take it off him. Ugh.â She shuddered. âHe disgusts me.â
âHave you finished?â I said.
âI havenât even started. Heâs mean, heâs selfish, heâs rude to strangers. Heâs a bully and a coward. He has to sleep with a night-light like a fucking baby. His politics stink. He claims to be left-wing, but he thinks women in the third world should be forcibly sterilized to keep down the population.â
âMaybe heâs left-wing like Lenin,â I said.
âAnd heâs pretentious. One week he thinks heâs a historian, then heâs a sailor. Last I heard, he was a poet. Although Iâve yet to see a single line the fat cunt has written.â She kicked a parked car as she passed it. âAnd his driving? Christ almighty. He drives like a drag racer but without the skill. I used to dread going on vacation as a child. He risked my life every time he got behind the wheel. We were always getting pulled over by the police because he was speeding on the wrong side of the road. He thinks the point of driving is to get away from the car behind him and to overtake the car in front.â
âThe guy is a hundred percent knob-cheese,â I admitted, âbut he is your father. There must be something about him you like.â
âI like his heart condition.â
âJesus, Caro.â
âYeah, well. Congestive heart failure. Itâs incurable. The doctor gave him two years to live, but that was four years ago. I pray and I pray, but he just doesnât seem to get any worse. Now heâs got his lady friend to make sure he takes his pills.â
âOne question. If heâs so awful, why are you asking him for money?â
âWhat else has he ever given me?â
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A FTER THEIR daughter left home, Caroâs parents moved from Sheen Common Drive to a larger house near Richmond Park. Caro claimed it was worth six million. It was certainly big enough. There were stone lions on the gateposts, and the house had a terrible name. It was called Seaworthy, and in the back garden was a huge yacht. Gordon fancied himself as a mariner, although he had never successfully controlled a dinghy, let alone a yacht. Now he was too sick and old to even try, but selling the boat would have been an admission of his own decrepitude, so he simply left it to rot.
We passed across the porch, and Caro rang the bell. The sound echoed through the house beyond, giving a clear idea of its cavernous dimensions. We heard the sound of approaching footsteps, and the door opened to reveal a coarse-faced middle-aged woman with a blonde rinse and the demeanor of an embittered barmaid. She was wearing extremely high heels like a drag queen. âOh, itâs you, Caroline,â she said without enthusiasm. âI do wish youâd warn us when youâre coming.â
âI thought itâd be a nice surprise for you.â Caro gave the woman a lethal smile. âThis is Mark, by the way.â
âYouâve got so many men on the go I lose track.â With this, the coarse woman walked away, leaving the door to swing on its hinges. Iâm no snob, but this struck me as extraordinary behavior for a common servant. âItâs your daughter!â she bellowed, and flounced off down the plum-carpeted hall.
âWhoâs that?â I said.
âThatâs Eileen,â said Caro. âThe wicked stepmother.â
Caroâs father was upstairs in his malodorous study, using a magnifying glass to peer at the small print in a book. A