somethingâs troubling me. I told him what happened at the diner. âBrynn is being so unreasonable. How can she hold me responsible for what happens between Sophie and Billy?â
This wasnât the first time weâd discussed this. I knew Leoâs opinion on it. He thinks Brynn is lashing out at me when the real issue is between Brynn and Billy (why they broke up) and between Billy and Sophie (if theyâre going to get together.) âYou donât even belong in this fight,â he said. âYouâve tried to be a friend to Brynn,â said Leo. âBut it takes two.â
I nodded. It was a pretty simple way of looking at things, but itâs the truth. âI get why youâre upset,â said Leo, sensing I wasnât quite done with the topic. âBrynn was your BFF for a long time.â
I giggled. It was funny to hear BFF come out of his mouth.
He smiled. âI know what a BFF is,â he said and continued. âI think the only thing you should be asking yourself is if you did everything you could to try to talk to Brynn and be a friend to her.â
âI did. But she was so mad at the diner. Iâve never seen her confront someone like that. Who knows what else sheâll do when school starts again?â Something tells me sheâs not getting over this so fast.
Leo dipped a pita chip into the little pile of hummus on his plate and stuffed it into his mouth. He chewed and swallowed, then looked at me. âWhy worry about tomorrow today?â he asked. âEspecially when today is our last day to hang out for a while.â
He had a point. âWhy donât we talk about you?â I said.
âThe only topic I like talking about less than other people is myself,â said Leo.
I wasnât letting him off the hook that easily. âYouâre leaving for college tomorrow. How do you feel?â I hadnât meant to sound like I was interviewing him, but thatâs how my question came off.
âScared,â Leo said honestly. He paused. âMy mom was the one who thought I should go to college, but my dad never did. He thinks Iâm too young. I broke the tie, so now off I go. I know Tuscaloosa is only a few hours away, but it feels like Iâm going to New Zealand.â Leo shrugged. âI hope itâs the right decision.â
I felt like I needed to boost his confidence. âYouâll do great,â I said.
Leo nodded like he appreciated my faith in him. âBut there are a lot of things Iâm going to miss,â he said.
âLike what?â I asked flirtatiously.
Leo laughed. âLike you, April.â
âGood answer!â I told him.
We left the food court and walked around the mall and talked. He drove me home, and I sat in his car for a long time in my driveway before I got out. I didnât want to say good-bye, but it was getting late.
When it was time for me to go in, Leo leaned across the seat and kissed my cheek. It was sweet, but sad. Then he told me he had a final good-bye gift for me. âIâll send my first-ever text to you when I get to campus.â
âIâm honored,â I said.
âI really
am
going to miss you,â said Leo.
âMe too,â I said.
âYouâre going to miss you too?â asked Leo. âBut youâll be here with yourself every day, whereas I, on the other hand, wonât see you until I return home in February.â I knew he was teasing. The absurdity made me laugh even as I was telling him good-bye. Somehow, whenever Iâm around him, Iâm happy.
Even when Iâm sad.
Sunday, January 4, 8:45 p.m.
Last night of winter break
Going back to school at the end of a break is always stressful, and Iâm not the only one who thinks so. May and June just came into my room. June pointed to May. âSheâs nervous about going back to school tomorrow.â Even though I felt bad for May and it was kind of funny to