first realize theyâre gone. It sounds like all the books say banshees oughta sound. Only I ainât never seen a banshee.
âOooh, oooh, oooh!â she wailed as she began pacing up and down the long dining room. I couldnât help but feel sorry for her. So I asked her the thing I always ask spirits who are just findinâ out theyâre dead.
âYou see a light, Miss Charlotte?â
âOooh, oooh, oooh!â she wailed again, right before she disappeared into the walls. I stomped my feet and yelled after her, âThat ainât no kind of answer!â
I canât say Iâve seen her since. Jamie neither. And I been lookinâ, let me tell you. They hold the answers, those two. But I canât find âem. Just thinkinâ on it frustrates me.
I frowned, turning away from the dining room. Nothinâ scary in there with or without strange ways. Then I looked over at Jacksonâs favorite room, and there he was, stretched out and snoring on the large, leather sofa, a glass rocking back and forth under his hand as it moved in time with his breath. You ever notice that? That in order to keep completely still you have to hold your breath. We act like waves, and when we hold our breath, we stop all our inner oceans. I spend a lot of time trying to hold my breath. I can hold it for three whole minutes. Jamieâs got me by half a minute. But heâs bigger.
Anyway.
âJust what kind of father sleeps himself through a scream like that! Damn it, Jackson. Thatâs no way to win back her love,â I said mighty loud. He just grumbled something I couldnât understand and rolled over. I left Jackson there asnorân and went upstairs to Naomiâs rooms. I knew Aunt Bronwynâd go there if she was frightened. All girls want their mothers when theyâre scared, I think. I didnât have a mama so I donât rightly know. And truth is, mamas seem like a whole lotta worry and then a whole lotta grief later on. Who needs that? When Iâm scared I want Jamie. No, scratch that. Iâm not scared of nothinâ âcept Belladonna Bay.
Maybe she hadnât gone upstairs at all.
Maybe she went across the creek out of pure sadness. And a feelinâ came up in me so strong that me and Dolores fairly ran out the back door. The mist was even thicker that day. I closed my eyes real tight and tried to feel her. But I couldnât. Even Dolores shook her head at me and tried to lead me back to the house, those dog tags shining in the sun and tink - tinking together.
Minerva yelled out the kitchen door. âByrd, for someone who knows so much, you have your head on wrong about your aunt. Sheâd never cross that creek. Sheâs upstairs. But leave her be. She needs some time, sheâs lost, Byrd. So lost.â
Time, my butt, I thought to myself as I made my way into the house through the east balcony by the ballroom. Thereâs a secret staircase there that leads right up to Naomiâs rooms.
Thereâs a legend about the day Naomi died. Iâve asked her if itâs true, but seeinâ as she donât talk, she canât answer me. Sheâs a true spirit. More like the ghosts youâd think about if you ainât never seen one before. Mournful and lovely, with a mistiness hanginâ on her edges.
Story is that everyone in Magnolia Creek knew she was gone before they even found her body. That hundreds, maybe thousands of redbirds flew in over the town, nearly blottinâ out the sun, perchinâ themselves like a red blanket all over the Big House. Itâs said that those birds coated the roof from peak to peak, and thatâs when all the folks in town, drawn by the sound of whooshing feathers, or by pure human curiosity, began looking up toward the Big House, which was fairly dripping with those redbirds, and watched them rise in a hush and a rush, flying up in one big cloud, taking Naomiâs soul with
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