Free A desire come true (The Never Changing Wish Book 1) by R. B. Constantine Page A

I wish Levi was there expecting me to jump in his embrace. The room is empty; only my laptop is turned on, making a silent sound. I play some slow music, trying to make myself feel better. I drop dead on the cold sheets. I’m naked, so I get some goose bumps as my skin touches the sheets. I make no move to get dressed. I stand there, motionless. I fall asleep and wake up after two hours. I stand up, feeling way better than before. I put some loose clothes on me and go downstairs. In the living room I find Lola and Zoe watching TV. It’s a cooking show with a known chef. I look at the big futuristic clock that is on the opposite wall that the TV is. Its 7 pm.
    “Hey, Alice, how are you?” Zoe asks, her eyes still glued to the screen.
    “You know, I’m fine. I miss Levi. He said he gets back tomorrow.”
    “Yea, that's what he said. He will be back in four five days for sure.”
    “What? Are you joking? You are joking, right?” I ask in a blink of an eye. Zoe turns to face me and starts laughing. Lola laughs too, so I too feel the need to smile at least.
     
     
    “Its true, dear, he will come back in 5 days,” she says with a straight face. Lola stops as well from laughing and I look at them with a sad face.
    “Oh, well, one can only hope,” I say sitting down on the couch, defeated. Lola, who is right next to me, puts her hands around me, squeezing the air out of my lungs.
    “You got soft, silly. I can’t believe you are so in love. If Jenifer could see you, she would laugh with tears, I’m sure.”
    “It’s not like that, believe me. It’s just, I don’t know, him. He compels me into anything, like he is the devil,” I say trying to make Lola understand. Zoe comes closer to us, wanting to hear our conversation.
    “That’s true; Levi is a devil, in a divine form. I’ve seen it many times, the power of his words and touch.”
    “Really?” says Lola raising her eyebrows. “We will see about that. Alice here is not a dumb bitch to fall for empty words.” She continues with a more powerful voice, like she is angry at something.
    “Stop it, it’s ok, I’m happy,” I cry in her ear, calming her down.
    I go to sleep early, knowing that tomorrow Levi will come home. Inside his room, my stuff is all over the place. I should make some order but I’m too tired. I didn’t even eat enough today. Hmm…I lost my edge this couple of days. Actually I think I lost my game from the day I met Levi. I need to get it back. I slap myself with both hands over the cheeks to snap out of this state. I did become soft, too soft for my attitude.
     
    The next day, I wake up with a smile on my face, determinated to do something motivational. The days I act like a dumb girlfriend are over. I go in the bathroom, take a fast shower, dress for some intense action and eat plenty. I go to the gym, as I was normally going before all this moving. I’m with Ashley, she never skips a day. Of course, I do some squats and some lunges, for my already perfect ass. I look into the huge mirrors that surround me, admiring myself for some confidence. I become invincible when I realize no one can match me . I’m like a goddess in a human body. Well that was a little too much, I guess, but its ok, you need to believe in yourself if you want to do something great in this life.
     
    After I’m done with my workout, je and Ash go to eat. We ignore the unhealthy places like McDonalds and go to a restaurant. We sit down at a nice table and start looking in the menu for something fancy but nutritious. Done with the search, I signal a waiter. The one that responds is young, 19 years or less. He approaches us with a steady pace. I pierce him with my eyes, him responding with a timid smile. His scared, as he should be. I lock my eyes on him the whole time, teasing him to the limit. He asks us three times what we want, so lost he got. He leaves in a hurry, trying to escape the hell he got into. So funny how men become boys when you overwhelm them