âI bet youâre hungry.â They walked to the concession stand, where Vic ordered corn dogs and lemonades. He didnât know a thing about raising kids, but if Maria didnât allow her twin sons to drink soda, he figured it was best to keep Alex off the stuff, too.
They found an out-of-the-way spot to sit and watch the rest of the rodeo. Normally Vic would be on the road to the next town, but todayâs scare had forced him to reevaluate his goals. The thought of quitting rodeoâwalking away from twelve years of hard work without a title to show for his effortsâdidnât hurt half as bad as not being able to present Cruz with a national-championship buckle. Vic had dedicated his life to winning a buckle for his friend, and coming up short made him feel hollow inside and spitfire angry.
He blamed the anger on his mother. Hate was a strong word, but that was the first one that came to mind when he thought of her. How could one woman destroy so many lives? His mother had used drugs on and off most of Vicâs life, and it had never been pretty when she came down from her high.
He stared at the top of Alexâs head. Had Vicâs mother mistreated him while he was in her care? It wasnât enough that sheâd physically injured Vic when heâd been younger, but his mother left everyone she came in contact with emotionally scarred. And now her actions were robbing Vic of the only way he knew how to make amends for a past wrong.
The anger burned a hole in his gut. If he walked away from busting broncs, his mother would have won again. He couldnât let that happen. He had to find a way to continue riding and keep Alex safe until Renee placed him in a foster home. Vic was almost desperate enough to call Maria and ask if sheâd take care of Alex. He knew she would, but then heâd have to tell her the reason he was picking rodeo over his nephew and he didnât want Cruz to know he was chasing a title for him.
âLadies and gentlemen, itâs time for the womenâs barrel-racing event.â
Vicâs thoughts turned to Tanya. So much had happened heâd barely had time to think about the night heâd spent with her at the Sweet Dreams Inn. If he closed his eyes, he could still feel her softness, smell her sweetness. After the first round of lovemaking, heâd tried to pull away, but Tanya had slid her leg between his thighs and rested her head on his chest, then had fallen asleep seconds later. At first her weight had felt suffocating, but when heâd wrapped his arms around her and run his fingers over her back, counting the bumps in her spine, a sense of rightness and peace had filled him. With her warmth surrounding him, heâd closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
âFirst up is Tanya McGee from Longmont, Colorado. Tanyaâs riding Slingshot, a horse with a reputation for being contrary.â The rodeo fans next to Vic and Alex chuckled. âLetâs see if Tanya can get Slingshot to cooperate.â
âLook over there.â Vic pointed to the alley where Tanya and the horse would enter from. Alex watched the opening, and a few seconds later Tanya and Slingshot ran into the arena, heading for the first barrel. Alex scooted to the edge of his seat, the corn dog in his hand forgotten.
Tanya and Slingshot made the first turn, then sprinted for the second barrel. Vic held his breath, hoping the horse wouldnât balkâhe didnât. They cleared the second barrel, and just when Vic believed the pair might finally turn in a winning time, Slingshot took the third barrel too wide and lost valuable seconds. Tanya tried to make up for the error on the sprint home, but Slingshot didnât give it his all.
The announcer made a sound of sympathy. âTanya and Slingshot came in at a little over eighteen seconds. Better luck next time, cowgirl.â
Vic glanced at Alex. âShe didnât win,â he said. Alex kept