eyes. The eyes themselves had a look which Suzie could only describe as haunted.
Suzie struggled to find the words of casual greeting she had been going to say. Instead, she blurted out, without preliminaries, âIâm sorry to hear Tamaraâs not well. Millieâs been missing her.â
Lisa Dawsonâs eyes flew to her husband, as if seeking permission to speak. Her voice took on a forced cheerfulness. âTamaraâs fine. Nothing to worry about.â
The imposing figure of Mr Dawson stepped forward, almost shouldering his wife out of the way. A smile Suzie would have described as âprofessionalâ creased his fleshy jowls. His voice was higher than she expected.
âIâm afraid sheâs been overworking. Girls that age live on their nerves, donât they? We decided she needed a break. Peace and quiet. Iâd be grateful if your daughter would leave her alone for a bit. Schoolâs not what she needs to be reminded of, just now.â
Nickâs voice came from behind Suzie, firm, with a hard edge. âI should have thought we all need friends, especially when lifeâs not going too well. Iâm surprised she didnât tell Millie she was going away.â
The smile vanished. âAre you trying to teach me my job, Mr . . .?â
âFewings.â
âAnd are you a child psychologist? No? I thought not. In case you are unaware of the fact, let me inform you that I have the care of nearly a thousand children. I think my judgement about Tamaraâs state of mind might be worth something. Now, if youâll excuse us . . .â He took his wifeâs elbow, forcing her round.
âGive Tamara my love, and Millieâs,â Suzie said hastily as they turned away. âIâm fond of her. Tell her I hope itâs . . . I hope everything works out well for her.â
Is it true? And do they know? she thought frantically. Do they know Tamaraâs pregnant? Has she told them? Or did she just . . . disappear?
Mr Dawsonâs small eyes stared back at her coldly. âWhat could you possibly mean by that, Mrs Fewings?â Before she could answer, he steered his small wife towards the door.
âWell,â said Nick when they had gone. âDid you see that bruise on her temple under the hair? I may not be a child psychologist, but I can recognize a battered wife when I see one. Iâll bet good money she didnât walk into a door.â
Suzie stared back at him, her thoughts churning. Nick had seen more than she had, but Lisaâs expression had been enough.
TEN
T he drizzle had stopped. Sunshine lit the flower beds with vibrant summer colour. Nick dried the patio chairs, while Millie laid the table outside for lunch.
They were halfway through their lasagne and salad when the conservatory doors burst open. A tall eighteen-year-old erupted on to the patio, glowing with health and laughter and a Mediterranean tan. The waving black hair and deep-blue eyes were the mirror image of Nickâs.
âTom!â Suzie flew from her chair to hug him, ridiculously glad of her sonâs strong embrace, of his almost mature height. He had only been gone ten days, but she realized suddenly how still and colourless the house had been without him. âWhat happened? We werenât expecting you back till Tuesday. But itâs lovely to see you.â
âThunderstorms in the South of France, would you believe? For weeks, weâve been sweating in that exam hall in a heat-wave, and then we get flooded out of our campsite in the Camargue. Thereâs no justice. Our gear was so sodden, we reckoned we might as well pack up and head back for the Channel ferry. Hi, Dad. Cheers, Millie. Howâs things?â
Their laughter faded. It had been a casual question, not expecting a serious answer.
âTamaraâs missing.â Millie delivered the news with genuine solemnity, but relishing, Suzie sensed, being able to position herself