the bears.â
I close my eyes and wish for forgiveness. âAbigail, Iâm sorry. Itâs just, my mom won two tickets and itâs a once-in-a-lifetime chance.â
âBears, Lily. Big, hungry bears.â She sighs. âTickets? Like, concert tickets?â
I feel my chest tighten. âNo.â
âWhat kind of tickets, then?â
I open my eyes and pace the floor. âMy mom won them on the radio. Isnât that cool? They were giving tickets away for a special class, and she won. She just left my room to get ready. You know, she really didnât give me a choice. I have to go.â
âWhat kind of class?â
Obviously, she is not going to let me off the hook.âHave you ever watched Chef Smiley on TV?â
Itâs silent for a few seconds. Finally, she says, âYouâre kidding, right?â
âHeâs in Portland this week, and the radio show is sponsoring a class for some of its listeners. Doesnât that sound amazing?â
I cross my fingers and hope she agrees with me. âWow,â she says. âI guess you really do want to be a baker, donât you?â
I shake my head and plop down on my bed. She doesnât get it. âI donât want to be a baker. But I do want to be a better baker than I am now, which is a terrible one. Whatâs wrong with wanting to learn how to bake?â
âNothing, Lily, if you have all the time in the world. But you donât! Those auditions are coming up fast, and it seems like you donât even care.â
âI do care. Honest.â
âThen tell your mom you want to stay home and practice. Maybe she can find a friend to go with her.â
I take a deep breath and try not to get upset that sheâs making this so difficult. âWe can practice tomorrow night. You guys donât have lessons, so thatshould work, right? Look, I have to go. Can you call Zola and ask if we can change practice to tomorrow?â
âLily.â
âAbigail, please? If it were you, Iâd understand. Iâd want you to go and have a good time. Itâs one night. Thatâs all. Okay?â
She pauses before she replies in a softer voice. âOkay. Iâll call her. Will you be at school tomorrow?â
âYes. Weâll probably get home late, but my mom wonât let me stay home. Iâll see you then, okay?â
âBye.â
I hang up and rush to my closet, trying to figure out what a person should wear to meet a well-known pastry chef. I decide on a simple black jersey knit dress. I wear my new polka-dot sneakers, too, for luck. I really hope a little bit of Chef Smileyâs baking skills can rub off on me.
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A few hours later, weâre seated in a classroom at the Western Culinary Institute. On the way over, Mom explained itâs a school where people learn how to become chefs. The classroom has a counter coveredwith kitchen tools and ingredients. Behind the counter, along the wall, are a stove, a sink, and a refrigerator. It looks like a small kitchen in a home, but is set up so people can sit and watch whatâs happening in the kitchen.
I was hoping itâd be more of a hands-on class, where weâd all get to bake something, but that would probably be really hard to do.
When Chef Smiley comes out, wearing his white chef shirt, he says, âGood evening, friends. Iâm so glad youâre here to bake with me!â Everyone applauds.
âTonight youâre in for a real treat. Literally.â He rubs his belly and laughs. âWe are going to make strawberry-lime cupcakes. But as youâll see, these arenât your normal cupcakes. They have a tasty surprise in each one.â
Mom and I look at each other and smile, and I admit, Iâm excited. Maybe I can learn how to make fabulous cupcakes like Isabel.
Chef Smiley continues. âBefore I get started, I want you to reach under your chairs. Taped to one of them