baking. Please?â
âDonât worry,â I tell her. âNo more distractions.â
âWhat about the cupcake song?â Abigail asks, half smiling.
âIâm on it,â I tell her. âSoon. I mean, probably after I get this party out of the way.â
âWait a minute,â Zola says, her brown eyes big and round. âI have an idea. How about we play at the party? Itâd be good practice for the audition.â
Abigailâs face lights up. âI love that idea. We can play âHappy Birthdayâ for the birthday girl and then play our song. See what people think.â
I shrug. âOkay. Yeah, we can do that. My dad will need to move the instruments upstairs for us, but I can help him. It shouldnât be a problem.â
âI gotta run,â Abigail says. âLater, alligators.â
We wave good-bye, and as Zola and I walk outside, into the gray and cloudy March day, Iâm feeling better about things than Iâve felt in a long time.
We head our separate ways and I feel good as I walk home.
Even when Isabel calls, I donât panic. After all, Mom and I have a plan. We know what weâre doing with the food, and itâs going to be amazing. I just know it. I can picture the table of sweet treats in my head. I can hear the compliments everyone gives me about the cake pops.
âHello?â I say with a smile when I answer my phone.
âLily, itâs Isabel. I have good news! Guess what I just did!â
âWhat?â
âI got a band to agree to play at Sophieâs birthday party. The best part is, theyâll do it for free. Can you believe that?â
I stand inside the refrigerator door, letting the cold air wash over me. I feel faint. Sick. I donât want to ask the question, but I have to. Even though Iâm pretty sure I know the answer.
âWhatâs the name of the band?â I ask.
âThe New Pirates. Have you heard of them? Thereâs this kid Bryan in the band, and my dad and his dad are good friends. Bryan goes to your school. Maybe you know him? Anyway, we ran into them yesterday at the grocery store, and when his dad told us Bryan was in a band, I had the brilliant idea to ask if they might like to play at the party. He said he had to check with his bandmates. I just got off the phone with him, and they said theyâd do it! They want to practice for some big audition coming up.â
I grab one of the leftover bowls of instant butterscotch pudding Mom made last night for dessert and then I shut the refrigerator door. After I get a spoon, I sink into a chair at the kitchen table.
I sigh. âIsabel, Iââ
âOh no,â she interrupts. âI should have checked with you first. Iâll be so sad if they canât play. I know Sophie will love having live music. I thought about asking you and your band to play, but youâre hosting the party and thatâs enough for you to worry about. Besides, who wonât love a band called the New Pirates, right? I hope itâs okay. Can you check with your parents and get back to me? Please?â
My heart feels like itâs a rope in a tug-of-war game. Isabel and Sophie are on one end while Abigail and Zola are pulling on the other.
Part of me wants to tell her no. The New Pirates canât play because my band should perform if weâre going to have a band. The other part of me wants to tell her yes, of course the New Pirates can play, because she loves the idea, which means Sophie will love the idea, and I really want Sophie to be happy.
I donât know what to do. All I know is my hearthurts from all that pulling. I can tell she is in love with this idea. Offering up my band as a replacement wonât be the same. After all, her dad and Bryanâs dad are friends. And Bryanâs cute. I know I should say somethingâstand up for the Dots. But just the thought exhausts me. âSure. Iâll ask them tonight