looked.â
âWhen I saw Josh,â the girl said. There was a kind of resignation in her voice. âI tried not to.â
âWhen you saw Josh,â Pam said. She hesitated. âYou see, my dear,â she said, âI had to tell Bill about that. You see I had to.â
âI donât know,â the girl said. âPerhaps you did. Itâs allâitâs all wrong. I donât know what I thoughtâwhy I called.â
âYou called because you were frightened,â Pam said. âYou sounded frightened.â Pam looked at her a moment intently. âAnd now you arenât,â she said. âOr youâre frightened differently.â
âIâm not frightened,â the girl said. âIt was a shockâit would be a shock, wouldnât it? To find Joshâs father there, deadâto find anybody in your apartment, shot, when youâwhen you just came home in the evening by yourself.â She paused. âAnd what was he doing there?â she said. âWhy there?â
Pam looked at Jerry, who lifted his shoulders slightly and said, âPrecisely.â He said nothing further. Mary Hunter and Pam waited a moment, and he still said nothing further.
âAnyway,â the girl said, âmaybe I was frightened. Just at first. I knew himâI used to know him, anyway. It was my apartment. I found him. I was afraidâI was afraid the police wouldnât understand.â
âPrecisely,â Jerry said. They both looked at him.
âThereâs only one other thing they would want,â he added. âA motive. Did you have a motive, Mrs. Hunter?â
The girl spoke quickly and said, âNoâno, of course not.â She said it so very quickly that Pam looked at her oddly, and then looked at Jerry. He, also, was looking at Mary Hunter, and he seemed to be waiting. The girl looked at Pam North and then at Jerry North and said the obvious.
âWhat motive could I have?â said she.
There was another little pause. There seemed, Pam thought, to be more pauses in the conversation than conversation. It was a pauseâan uneasy pauseâmarred a little by words.
âPrecisely,â Jerry said. He seemed, Pam thought, to have taken a fancy to the word. She was sorry; it was not a word she much cared for. But she was not surprised to see that Jerry was looking at her with an evident inquiry in his glance, or that he was moving as if to rise. She picked up her bag.
âAnd since you havenât,â Jerry said, âyou naturally arenât frightened. Since you arenât frightened, you donât want us toâyou donât want us as seconds, or whatever you had in mind. Weâre bound, as I said, to tell Bill Weigand what youâve told usâand suggested to us. We donât have to go on with it.â
He pushed the table a little aside and stood up.
âAnd,â he said, âyou probably want rest and quiet. And wonât mind if we get along. All right?â
âIââ the girl said.
Pam stood up too. They waited a moment looking down at her. She looked up at them.
âI didnât meanââ said she, and broke off again.
âThere wasnât anything to mean,â Jerry told her. âYouâyou called a doctor. An amateur doctor, as it happens. You got well before the doctor came.â
Pam laid a hand on his arm. He looked at it a moment and then looked back at the girl. And for a fraction of a second longer he waited.
âAre you well, Mrs. Hunter?â Pam said, beside him.
The slender girl looked up at them for a moment longer, and then sheâvery slowlyâshook her head. And her eyes had tears in themâpainful tears.
âI didnât kill him,â she said. âI swear I didnât kill him.â
âBut,â Jerry said, âyou had a motive. Or something the police would call a motive, if they wanted to.â He did not