women have your own ideas about things,â he said. âI can accept that.â
Even though her sigh was barely discernible, he heard it. The sound put a faint frown between his brows as he wondered why anything she was thinking and feeling about him should matter. Hell, she was just his secretary. Just because sheâd become the sudden mother of twin infants didnât make her any different than the woman whoâd worked in his office for the past two months, he reasoned with himself.
Yet this whole thing with the babies had forced Conall to see Vanessa in a more personal way. And last night, when heâd succumbed to his urges and kissed her, something had clicked inside him. Suddenly heâd been feeling, wanting, needing. All at once heâd felt the dead parts of him waking and bursting to life again.
Conall realized it was stupid of him to hang so much importance on one kiss. But he couldnât put it or her out of his mind.
âIâm glad,â she said, âbecause I donât want to appear ungrateful.â
He smiled at her. âGood. Because I have another offer for you. Especially since you turned the last one down,â he added.
Her brows lifted with faint curiosity and Conall couldnât help but notice how the early morning sun was kissing her pearly skin and bathing it with a golden sheen. Last night, when heâd touched her face and laid his cheek against hers, heâd been overwhelmed at the softness and even now a part of him longed to reach across the table and trail his fingers across her skin, her lips.
âDonât you think youâve already offered me enough?â she asked dryly.
Reaching for his coffee, he tried to sound like he was discussing business with a client. âNot yet. This is something essential to you and to me. I donât want to lose you as a secretary, so while youâre at work youâre going to need child care services. I insist that the ranch provide you with a nanny. Two, if need be.â
She fell back against her chair and Conall could see heâd shocked her. Clearly, sheâd not been expecting him to offer her any sort of amenities simply because she was a Diamond D employee. In fact, she acted as though it would be wrong for her to accept anything from him. Which was quite a contrast to his ex-wife, whoâd grabbed and snatched anything and everything she could, then expected more.
âDonât you think youâre going a little overboard?â she asked after a long moment.
âNot really. When I think back through some of the secretaries Iâve endured in the past, hiring a nanny to keep a good one like you is nothing more than smart business sense.â
Actually, there was nothing businesslike goingthrough Conallâs mind at the moment, yet he was playing it that way. Otherwise, he knew Vanessa would balk like a stubborn mule at his suggestion.
âThings have happened so quickly Iâve not yet had time to think of day care for the babies. There might be someone in Hondo to care for the twins while Iâm at work,â she said a bit tentatively. âOr Lincoln.â
He smiled to himself. âVanessa, we both know youâd be lucky to find a babysitter in either community. And making such a long drive every morning and evening with the babies wouldnât be practical.â
She absently pushed at the egg on her plate. âSometimes a person has to do things that areâ¦well, not the most convenient.â
âWhy would you need to do that when I can hire someone to watch the babies right in your home? You wouldnât have to disturb them or drag them in and out in the weather. As far as I can see, itâs the perfect solution.â
She nodded briefly and he could see a range of emotions sweeping across her face. She clearly wanted to resist his help and Conall couldnât understand why. If heâd ever been harsh or cold with the woman, he