about some of the crazy stunts theyâve pulled.â
Sonyaâs interest started to grow. âTheyâre friends?â
âMom says more than friends.â
âYou mean they were lovers? Surely not. Theyâve both married.â
Sonya knew she was naïve; growing up in Minnesota she never got used to complicated relationships that were so common in Manhattan.
âWhat does that matter?â Kirsten made a grimace. âAnd remember, Wade wasnât always obese with apnea.â
Sonya wasnât surprised to hear that Wade had sleep apnea, given his weight and age. Sheâd seen enough articles to know that it was a potentially serious medical condition that could cause a personâs breathing to be irregular while they were sleeping. Some people even stopped breathing entirely.
âDoes he need oxygen when he sleeps?â
âYes. He sleeps with a mask and a machine. Otherwise he snores all the time and could even die. But he wasnât always like this. When Mom married Harold, Wade was best man and the best-looking guy there. You should see the photos. I bet my dad fell for him then.â
This was the first confirmation Sonya had that Wade was bisexual. She said casually, âIt must have made for an interesting mix in the family.â
Kirsten laughed. âIt still does. Of course, we werenât all living together then. Mom, Harold, and I had an apartment on the West Side. It was easy for Dad to stay with Wade when he came to town. He did for years, until Bella moved in.â
âDo Wade and Bella have separate rooms?â
âSure, Bella says she canât sleep with the constant buzz of Wadeâs apnea machine. Wade says he canât sleep without it. Even with it he only gets three or four hours a night.â
âSo you and Wade are friends?â
âHeâs always been like an uncle to me. Dad and Uncle Wade used to take me shopping when I was kid. I had a lot of fun with them. Mom said they spoiled me, but Wade used to reply that was what uncles were for.â
Sonya thought of her own childhood, growing up without a father. Her mother had had to count every cent. Shopping had never been a pleasure. It was always about finding the cheapest thing.
The music swelled as two muscular men came out and started ripping off the tape that sealed the plastic sheeting that protected the runway. The fashionistas hurried to their seats, the lights dimmed, and with a burst of music the first model appeared.
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Chapter 10
F RIDAY, 2:00 A.M.
Wadeâs apartment
Cacao was dead.
The macawâs body lay in the bottom of the cage, a rigid mass of feathers.
Bella felt herself swaying as if she were going to fall. She had come into the bedroom and seen that the cover on the cage had slipped. When sheâd reached the cage, sheâd seen the body, with its bright feathers and black beak, frozen in place. She stared and swallowed hard, fighting the nausea that swept over her. She should not have drunk so much whiskey.
From the first day sheâd seen it, everything about Cacao had repulsed her. She had wished it dead a thousand times.
Its high-pitched squawking could be heard in every room. The phrases that Wade taught it were rude and embarrassing. Then there was the sour smell that reached into each corner of the dark apartment, permeating the freshly laundered sheets and towels. Even after a shower she felt unclean, as unclean as she did each time Wade touched her. At the thought of his clammy hands reaching out for her, acid rose and burned her throat.
She stared through her tears at its vivid plumage. She should have loved the bird; after all, Cacao had apparently loved her. He had often tried to climb onto her shoulder or to elicit affection from her. Why did she hate it? In a surge of drunken guilt and self-pity, she told herself the bird had been her only friend in this ugly family.
She couldnât bear to look at it any longer.
Xara X. Piper;Xanakas Vaughn