from memory.
âLongfellow is a rather long-winded fellow, wouldnât you say?â Bethany could help but comment, no more than five minutes into the monologue.
âI thought he was your favorite.â
âOf course. Of course, he is! But, well, I must be overtired, not appreciating all thoseââshe coerced a grinââmurmuring pines in the hemlock.â
âI like your smile.â He also grinned. âSay. Iâve got a new book. Maybe youâd enjoyââ
âJon Marc, please donât.â She couldnât take another moment of their mixture of uncomfortable silences and awkward conversation, nor one more word about moss-bearded trees and their equivalents. âItâs late, and I need to give my hair a good brushing before I turn in. Why donât we call it an evening?â
Bethany assumed Jon Marc would play into her hands.
She was wrong.
Chapter Seven
It did not warm the cockles of Jon Marcâs heart, Beth cutting another evening short. Obviously she couldnât wait to get shut of him. Wouldnât happen, by damn.
Not without a fight.
Thus, he followed her down the hill and into the house. She didnât turn into the bedroom, but chose the parlor instead, since he said, âIf youâre going to brush your hair, by darn, Iâm going to watch you.â
Beth sat down in the rocker, ready to argue.
Black lashes settled against the crest of her high cheekbones as she stared at the small, dainty hands that were laced and rested on her lap. She seemed young, defenseless, a damsel out in a cold, lonely world. His virgin. His?
She would be his. Heâd never let anything or anyone hurt her, especially some ole redheaded vaquero, but they had to get on a different plane than what was between them now.
âBeth . . . Iâd love to watch you brush your hair. I love to look at you, period. If weâve got a future ahead of us, youâd best get used to me looking at you.â
Her chin rose. Her eyes widened.
âWhereâs your brush?â he demanded.
âIn my ... itâs in my reticule.â
He dug in the handbag, bristle prickling his fingers. His grasp on the handle, he asked, âShall I stand or sit?â
âSit, for pityâs sake. Sit.â
He eased back in the horsehair settee that heâd bought to please her, but had displeased her. Her gaze averted, she took pins from her hair; it cascaded past her shoulders. When she lifted her arms to swing the mass of those locks to one shoulder, Jon Marc got an ache of need in his groin.
He may have waited thirty years for a wife, but didnât know if he could wait much longer for Beth, not with passion and desire, deep in his veins. He yearned for her, his need building with each passing moment, as man wanted woman since Adam and Eve.
Beth put the brush to work. Lamplight caught the sheen of those locks. They were like the deepest of midnights, dark yet touched by sparks of blue. How many nights had he slept under the stars and worshipped the skyâs hues? Poetry of the heart, midnight.
Poetry was Beth.
She was more than heâd ever dreamed of. Lovely, talented, poetic. Her presence brought light to dark.
Exactly how much more was she?
Her lovely hair recalled a question, one that nagged too often. Why didnât it curl? Why didnât a lot of things add up? Like why she hadnât squawked about the padre. Like why sheâd written about blue eyes. This was not a stupid woman. Not the sort to be blind to the color of her own eyes.
Jon Marc couldnât quell his nosiness. Itâs not suspicion. Itâs curiosity . âWhy doesnât your hair make little curls at your earlobes, as it does in the tintype?â
âSir, donât you know about curling irons? Ladies use them all the time, especially before they sit for a photographer. A lady does seek to look her best for posterity.â
âSounds reasonable.