donât want explaining. They just want you to do what they tell you. Heâll take it out of my hide if he gets the chance.â
âYeah, Iâve known a few like that. Everybody has, chances are,â Eddie said. âWell, traveling with the House of Danielâs a good way not to give him the chance. We go all over the map, and sometimes we donât know where weâre heading till we turn left instead of right. Somebody sets up a game against a strong team in a good ballpark, weâll go. Youâd best believe we will.â
âHow often do yâall win, anyway?â I asked.
That yâall made Eddie smile. The House of Daniel fellas, they talked like they came from the North. They did, most of âem, so I guess they were entitled. He thought for a couple of seconds, working it out. âTwo out of three, three out of four, something like that,â he said. âItâs baseball. You donât win all the time. Their pitcher throws a great game or one of your guys kicks one or the umps are even worse than usual or ⦠oh, a million things. But we do all right. Plenty good enough to keep going.â
âYou sure do,â I said. âOnly reason Ponca City caught you there was the collision, but you won just the same. And the Greasemen, theyâre pretty good.â
âThey werenât bad.â Eddie Lelivelt sounded like he was giving them the waddayacallitâthe benefit of the doubt. He looked over at me out of the corner of his eye. âHow about the Enid team youâre off of? How do they stack up against Ponca City?â
âWell, we licked âem yesterday. Thatâs how come I was in town.â That was one of the reasons, anyhow. âBut they beat us about as often as we beat them.â
He kind of grunted, as if to say, Yeah, the likes of you could start for a team that good. He wasnât dogging me or anything, just letting me know what he thought. I couldnât very well tell him he was wrong, either. Rabbit OâLeary looked like a better ballplayer than I am to me, too.
Except Rabbit was back there in Ponca City with maybe a cracked noggin and with a busted collarbone for sure, and I was on the bus. I was on for as long as I could stay there, anyway. Thatâs how baseball works before you ever step out between the white lines.
The bus took us past three or four farms in a row with no crops in the ground, no animals in the fields, empty farmhouses with busted windows, barns and outbuildings fading in the harsh sunlight and starting to fall to pieces. Eddie stared out the window at them, and at the roof-high dust devil dancing in front of one.
He turned back to me. âWhat went wrong here?â
I kind of shrugged. âFarmers in these parts had trouble making ends meet even before the Big Bubble popped. When it did, the bankers foreclosed on some. A couple of bankers got shot trying.â
âDoesnât break my heart,â Eddie said.
âMine, neither. Other folks just upped and leftâreckoned they had no hope where they were at. My pa, he was like that. Others yet ⦠That dust devil you saw, thatâs just a baby next to a lot of âem. You canât grow anything when all your dirtâs blowing away and somebody elseâs dirt is coming down on top of you. So thatâs prying people off the land, too.â
Eddie clicked his tongue between his teeth. âIt shouldnât be like this. It isnât right.â
I shrugged again. âYou know that. I know that. Everybody says the same thing. But it doesnât change. It doesnât get better. You donât need me to tell you so. Playing with this team, youâve done more traveling than I have. You can see for yourself.â
âIâve seen plenty,â he answered, his voice quiet. âThis is as bad as anything, though.â
âHow about that?â I said, and whistled a few notes between my