boyâs insides twisted and ached and somehow sent into his mouth a metallic taste of this new and dirty world.
They got out of the blotchy red weathered carriage and stepped onto a windswept platform where oleanders straggled at intervals down the centre of the gravel surface. Again Sissy looked around. Of course she didnât expect Rose to be there or anything like that. Jesus, she didnât even know they were coming. But you never knew.
âWell, this is the suburb where she lives. I wonder if itâs far. I sâpose weâll have to get a taxi.â
Sissy led the little group out through the gate where a uniformed man took their tickets and threw them in a bin by his side. He was seated on a solid varnished chair and didnât look up.
They walked out into a suburb and over the street saw a couple of taxis.
âCome on youse mobânot far now.â
Clarrie came to the door in his blue singlet and his pants hung below his belly. A cigarette, no longer alive, hung from the corner of his mouth. He pushed open the tattered screen door.
âYouâve come then. I thought you and Rose were cookinâ up somethinâ. Sheâs out the back somewhere.â He looked at the family without affection and regarded the suitcase. âYa sisterâs here!â he called, turning his head and scratching his stomach.
âWell, can we come in or we gonna stand on the bloody step all day?â Sissy thought of this house as Roseâs and this showed in the proprietorial tone in her voice.
Before Clarrie could answer, Rose ran across and pushed him out of the way as she hugged her sister. Both the women cried.
âJust look at them kidsââavenât they grown. And look at Joeâheâs so tall. âEre, come in, come in. âOwâs Mum and Paula? Whendya get âere âeh? Clarrie, bring that port in. Jesus itâs good to see ya, Sis. And all these kids too. Just look at themââavenât they grown? Rose dabbed at her eyes and Sissy and her lot went inside.â
A Sydney house. Yes, there was a television in the corner. Its screen was a dead dark grey and the cloth grid covering for the sound was silent. The house smelled faintly of leaking gas and stale toast and poverty. âJeez, I donât know if we got any bread left Sis. I mean Iâm sorry but I wasnât expectinâ nobody. Iâve got some tea. I can make a cuppa tea.â
Rose saw Chris eyeing the television. âYou wonât get nothinâ on that till six oâclock love. But the kids are round somewhere. Youse can play with them. But Iâll make a cuppa tea first. âow many cups we got Clarrie?â
Chris looked again at the TV. A Sydney house, with a TV. He kept thinkingâa Sydney house with a TV and he looked up at the ceiling. Yes, there was an electric light. Ithad a fly-blown shade with yellowed tassels hanging from its scalloped border. It must be real because it was on even though it was daytime. A Sydney house with a TV and electric lights. It must have lots of rooms too. These wonders somewhat allayed the gnawing feeling of hunger which he had. But when Aunty Rose and Sissy came out of the room where the gas smelled strongest they banged a plate onto the laminex table. It held a pile of broken biscuits which Rose had smeared with butter.
They sat around and ate the food and drank sweet tea. Clarrie fiddled with his cigarette and matches and rubbed his rough chin while making little clicking noises of disapproval with his tongue. Rose seemed not to be the queen the boy remembered with her clothes and cigarettes and lace hankies. But she had a TV, he reminded himself. And electricity in this Sydney house.
Later Roseâs two boys returned from the neighbourâs house where theyâd been playing. They were both older than Chris by about three years so they showed little interest in him. After filling their mouths with biscuit