reminded her of San Francisco. By contrast, everything sheâd seen in Connecticut was fatally suburban. She didnât say so to either Molly or C.C., but her nerve was beginning to fail. Leaving Paris was one thing. Selling the Chelsea flat another. Thereâd be no going back.
âItâs not encouraging, Molly. This place.â
The real estate agent cocked her head. âNo, I agree with you. Well, I have one more condo on my list today. Itâs a little more irregular than this place.â
âItâs all just so ordinary. Plain but not simple. Why would anyone want it?â
âSecurity,â said Molly, gathering up her papers. âIt looks just like every other place. People find that comforting. But youâre different. Come on. I think youâll like the next one.â
Molly was right. Quiola decided to make a bid, even before they set foot inside the place, but not out of passion, out of practicality. The two-bed, one-bath condo was five minutes, if that, from C.C.âs âshedâ, plus the place was new, yet designed to look old on the outside. Inside, it had high ceilings and plenty of light. Within the month, she had the keys. When she walked over the threshold for the first time, she had her new kitten, Amelia, in her arms. The day after the movers had come, Quiola, on her knees in front of her coffee table, exclaimed to C.C., âWould you look at this! Itâs cracked and they didnât bother to tell me.â
âYouâve got to expect damage. When Mom and Dad sold the farmhouse, they lost a hallway mirror thatâd been in the family since the last century. Shattered to bits.â
âSeven years bad luck. How are you feeling?â
âLousy.â C.C. sat down on the sofa. She tucked her feet up under her. âIâm tired. And the chemo goes on until November! Then, radiation â god knows what thatâll be like. Honestly, I donât know if I can stand it.â
âBut you will.â
âWill I?â C.C. closed her eyes. âI sometimes wonder if itâs worth it.â
âDonât say that. C.C.? Please.â
But the older woman had fallen asleep.
Later that week, C.C. told Quiola: âLook, why donât you take the day off? I can drive myself to chemo.â
âI donât think so ââ
âI do. Iâll be fine. It doesnât bother me so much now, I told you.â
âYes, but youâre tired all the time. You sleep in a wink.â
âIâll be fine.â
And she was. Confident from her smooth ride up to New Haven, all chemoed up, C.C. marched back from St. Matthewâs to the Heap, pleased. She started the car, which belched as usual, and backed out, slipping easily onto the highway. The miles zipped by until, just as her exit was at hand, C.C. noticed that the sunlight was getting a little dim, then dimmer, then suddenly â
âHey ââ she said, and aimed at the exit ramp. The next thing she knew, a car horn was blaring in her ear, and a worried manâs face peered through the windshield, which seemed to have grown a crack.
The man had to shout over the horn. âMaâam? Maâam? Are you all right?â
âI think so. I donât know.â She moved. Nothing hurt. âCan you get the door open? Open the door! Whatâs the matter with this dang horn ââ
The door opened, and she popped off the seat belt. The Heap was smaller than it should have been, and she had to crawl out the half-crumpled door, into the strangerâs arms. He helped her stand, and looked her over.
âMy cellâs in the glove box,â she said.
âI already called it in. Saw you fly off the ramp like the car had wings.â He shook his head. âNever seen anything quite like it â like you was heading for the woods on purpose. I thought for sure youâd be ââ
âIâm fine,â she said