itâs great Allieâs got a close friend like you. Wear each otherâs clothes, that sorta thing. New Yorkâs not the kinda place where you usually have somebody close.â
Allieâd heard enough. âSam, weâre in kind of a hurry.â
âOh?â
âI thought you were out jogging.â
âOn my way to run in the park, actually. So I thought Iâd drop by. But you werenât home. You are now.â
âNot quite, Sam, but Iâd like to be. Nice seeing you.â
She moved around him and started up the steps.
Suddenly he had her elbow in a firm grip. Desperation flowed like electricity through him into her. âAllie, listen, please!â
Hedra said, âIâll just run on upstairs.â
Sam said, âPleasure meeting you, Hedra. Iâm sure weâll see each other again.â
Allie yanked her elbow free, sending a jolt of pain up her crazy bone. She wasnât the crazy one here. âIâm going with her, Sam.â
He shuffled in a half-circle and blocked her way. There was an agonized look on his face. âAllie, I only wanna talk.â
âAnd I donât. â But she knew she did. Goddamnit, she did! âWait for me, Hedra.â
Hedra was standing at the top of the steps, a confused expression on her face. In the beige dress and high heels, her legs looked very shapely from the sidewalk. Sam stared at her for a moment, as if he were seeing Allie in the dress. His teeth were clenched and his breath hissed like steam escaping under great pressure. Allie could smell liquor on his breath. Had he seen them in the bar? Beaten them back to the Cody and set up this scene?
No, she decided, it was possible but unlikely.
It began to rain then, slanting under the entrance canopy. Not hard, but steadily enough so another few minutes of standing outside and theyâd all be soaked. Windshield wipers on passing cars started their metronome action. Some of them had their headlights on, wary yellow eyes lessening the chance of collision in the lowering gloom. The wet street became opaque glass, reflecting the late-afternoon traffic in muted colors.
A trickle of rainwater broke from Samâs hair and ran down his forehead. Finally he stood aside and gave Allie room to go up the steps. She moved past, barely brushing his arm.
She took each step with deliberation, keeping the sway of her hips to a minimum, knowing he was watching. Behind her, the swish of tires on wet pavement was like harsh and secret whispering. Hedra reached out a firm hand as if to help her achieve the final push of a climb up a mountain. And maybe thatâs what it wasâclimbing up out of Samâs influence. Maybe.
She grasped Hedraâs hand, squeezed it as if to say âThank you,â and pushed ahead of her, through the door into the cool, dry lobby. Sanctuary.
âWeâll talk later, Allie!â Sam called up the steps.
She didnât answer. A raindrop clung to her eyelash; she brushed it away impatiently with the back of her hand.
As they were rising in the elevator, Hedra said, âAn awkward situation, but you handled it fine, Allie.â
Fine? Allie interpreted it differently. âDid I?â
âI mean, you seemed so calm. So in control. More so than I coulda been; thatâs for sure.â
âDidnât seem that way to me, Hedra. I wasnât so calm on the inside.â
âThat doesnât matter. Youâre here, and you and Sam arenât having the conversation he was demanding. You didnât let yourself get bullied. Thatâs the important thing.â
âNo, it isnât,â Allie said. âThe important thing is that now Samâs sure weâre living together.â
âHuh? How could he be? He only saw me in the apartment that one time, and he supposed I was a friend waiting for you to get home.â
âDonât believe what he says.â
âBut what could he