Free Bittersweet Fate by S.J.Dalton

friends and it’s the best thing ever cammy is the best and has been there for me through thick and thin and I love her for that… maybe that’s why me and Nina aren’t as close because I have a new best friend and so does she. I think that the real reason why I didn’t write about her was because I was scared, terrified even because I friendship became so… dead I guess but she was my lifelong friend and I am happy to have her back.
    As for colt and I we are perfect I’m lucky to have him after everything I’ve been though and he stuck by me through it all I will forever owe my life to him. And for my first love Cody, forever will he live in my heart and mind I think of him every single day still and Lottie knows all about him I show her pictures and tell her ‘’ this is your daddy Lottie’’ she would smile a little toothless grin at me . I guess some things never change no matter how much time has passed when you fall in love it lasts forever really doesn’t it? I believe it does, and can you fall in love twice? I believe you can also well I did I have my second chance at love and some more. ‘’je Suis a toi’’ I say to myself. And fall asleep dreaming dreams of Cody. I wake up in a cold sweat and in shock I check the time 6:00pm I’ve slept for 2 hours I lay back down I try to remember my dream I get flash backs of images of Cody but there’s something weird about them… he’s not dead. Weird I know, he’s gone I saw him when he crashed that car I mean I held him. But he didn’t die in my arms the ambulance took him away and he was announced dead at the hospital. There was no funeral as he wanted his ashes scattered over the city, our spot. Fuckkkkkkkk I scream. As it all makes sense things falling into place, clues he left but I never looked into them, Lottie always laughing when she’s awake in her room in the morning, he was in my home and I didn’t even notice, her first word was dada, why I always felt he was near but yet so far away, why I never did let go and think still think about him every day. Cody is alive . And I need to find him. I will risk everything if I have to, no matter what it takes.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    THE END.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    How far would you go to find your first love?
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
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